Monday, April 30, 2007
yo!
last nite at abt 4am... i think u can call it morning le ba... i was abt to go to slp when it started to rain heavily with thunder n lightnings..it was real scary! cos the whole rm was like lit up when the lightning strike! scary or nt!
then as i was staring out of the window, i was thinking even in this thunderstorm, i hv no fear, cos i know i'm safe in my house, in my rm, on my bed, under my blanket... the lightning cant hit me (or can it?)
imagine we're living in those straw hut or like those kampung kind of houses... i cant imagine what will happen to my house!!! it may just burn into ashes n i'll be homeless! but instead of living in such fears, the whole family was sleeping soundly while i was hving such far fetched thoughts... just another what-if thought i hv on a sat night...
oh yar i'm gg to slp soon after this post... wat's the time now? 12.21am!!! this has to be my record for weeks... i used to slp at 2am n i thot i'm terrible... then i got horrible as i began to slp later n later at 3am! then i became incorrigible when i started to slp at 4am! so today is the earliest day i'm gg to surrender to my bed... my effort is notable! hahahha!!!
tml is my last paper le... after tml maybe u all will nt see any updates soon unless i still hv energy after a day out... imagine if tml is my last paper for my last yr... my last day as a student... !!!!! i may miss studying afterall~~~ good luck to al having papers tml... hmmmm with the condition that u're taking a diff paper from me... yep... so yar wr can hv some... yd can hv some... no boss cannot hv! tsh also cannot... ginger nor garlic nor spring onions also cannot hv...
ok i'm being lame... but u cant blame me... cos it's the night before my last paper!!!
Labels: random thots, sch happenings
12:12 am
Saturday, April 28, 2007
this is the rose i've qt troubled by for the past few nights... went to learn this from boss after our thur paper n i kept getting suanings n scoldings n naggings from him... the most freq phrase used by him tat day was " qiu ku na ka, ka ka na qiu" (hands like feet, feet like hands) ARGH!
but i ren3 cos i really want to learn how to fold this rose...
the red colour one was folded by him while the blue one is by me! took me abt 20min to fold that... n so far it's the only successful one... haiz...if u think it's so easy go youtube n search for kawasaki rose...
i shall go on n do my flowers..esp on nights when i can't get to slp.. cos this will sure give me a headache n make me slpy...
Labels: hobbies
11:58 pm
Thursday, April 26, 2007
i've lost track of time...
i'm actually qt worried abt missing my paper becos i remember the day wrongly..
sometimes when i wake up, ask myself today is which day ah?
life has been staying at home watching tv while struggling to mug... everyday seems to be the same other than the different dishes i had for dinner n also the change in the storyline of those drama that i'm watching...
i've been chasing after this drama... i've watched it b4 n i know the storyline v well but i cant help it... it's so attractive... the cakes... i remember when i watch this show for the first time, i had this craving for black forest cake!!! the craving was so bad, my mum really got me a black forest cake! haha but the actual taste of the cake is nt tat fantastic la... in fact tat was the last time i ate black forest cake.. maybe cos i havent tried those super yummy de... but ever since i had my 21st bdae cake, i fell in love with strawberry shortcake! no choco for me... but sadly, my whole family enjoy choco cake more... so i shall wait for my next bdae b4 i request for strawberry cake again! or shld i get a mango cake? hmm.. i had mango cake for my 20th bdae le.. so maybe 22nd will be durian cake!
tml is my paper le.. i better go n finish up the rest of the lect notes... haiz....
Labels: drama, random thots
1:07 am
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
why i so wu eng?
i also don't know.
i told boss that after 2 days, i'm still at my 2nd lecture notes...!!!!
i asked him how i his revision,
he told me he study till... dont know la... his file still in the drawer...COOL!
so i'm nt alone ok... there's really nothing much to study...
anw, he's engrossed in his world of bunnies... he folded a bunny which is the size of a 5 cent coin!!!! i'm impressed... how can a guy's finger do something so meticulous? this is ridiculous! i'm so ashamed of myself... as a girl, i'm v bad at such handicraft... i cant fold!!! i can't even do lucky stars... my dad helped me with the stars the last time i folded for dy... hahahaa!
ok back to my 3rd lect notes...
Labels: random thots
6:11 pm
失落。
莫名的失落。
似乎我即将失去什么。
失去什么呢？我不知道。
领悟。
突然间的领悟。
似乎能够明白你当初的心情。
安于现状，没多想，不要改变。
命运的曲折为生命增添色彩。
通过失落，我们得到领悟。
通过领悟，我们发现命运的曲折，也因此看到色彩。
听过一个故事，大略是要告诉世人不要羡慕别人有的东西。其实我们每个人都很富有，不过我们太沉迷与他人比较， 所以忽略了我们所拥有的。
或许我们每个人的生命里都有属于自己的色彩， 但是别人的色彩似乎比我们的精彩。如果我们一直这么想，只会让自己不快乐，因为那色彩并不适合自己啊！
所以呢，我们应该找寻自己的色彩， 活出各自的精彩！
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warning: dont try to interpret what i wrote above cos it is the result of random thots and random typing... it has no link to watsoever thing or event... just wanna type...
as i was typing this entry, the grey clouds above me began to clear...things seem simpler when u break them up n look into them one by one... and also for being truthful to yourself... blogging helps me to calm down...hahaha
thks to tw for listening to my grumblings... it helped me sort out my thoughts...(although i suspect u were paying more attn to ur milo than to me) and sorry to my tou hao fan for losing my temper at u... will try to compensate u w a nice present k... but dont hv high expectation first hahaha! and thks to looney who tried to cheer me up with his life theory..hahaha!
i'm still nt looking forward to after exams...
i have the near-end-of-exam-depression...
nothing new la.. i always hv tat every end of sem...
Labels: life stories, random thots
1:37 am
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
又是一个感慨万分的夜晚。
首先，和资唯通了一个小时，五十九分钟的电话。好久没和朋友通电话聊天了，因为有MSN。 可是我们的大忙人不爱用这令人有爱又恨的东西，所以若要和他聊天，也就是面对面或是通过电话了。 曾经和他面对面聊天两个小时，不过好像没有和他通这么久的电话过。以前我们很喜欢在家附近说话，说呀说，时间就静悄悄的穿过我们。有一次聊到半夜 2-3am， 我爸还一直打电话问我在哪里。“我在家楼下啊！”过了个半个钟头，我把又打来乐：“你说你在家楼下？为什么还没回来？” 哈哈哈！这就是我做的傻事。请别误会，至今他只是我最爱的junior。 他这么冰雪聪明，真的逗得我好笑又好哭。（冰雪聪明好像是形容女生的hor...hehehe)可能从他的身上我找到高中时的我吧，华乐 was everything!
没想到事过境迁，我们竟然还能如此大笑地畅谈一番，真得很美，以便回忆，一边流泪。（no la i din cry la.. copy this from a song lyrics...)不过我真得很开心。不是因为电话那头是姿唯，而是聊天的过程中，我知道我是真的很enjoy 整个谈话过程。那使我很久多没有的感觉。会不会是因为我们都太依赖MSN了，所以忽略了通电话的美丽呢？
看着朋友们为自己的幸福加油，我有一种不知名的开心。哈哈哈！也不晓得是为什么，但我真的打从心底开心。看着你们也在努力的加油，我似乎也应该加油了！可是我真的有心无力。可能时机未到，勉强也不会有幸福的。所以说呢，该来的总是会来，不是不报，只是时辰未到。我又有一个预感。还是别说了，那时我很早很早以前说过的一个预言。太可怕了！
世上有很多的不可思议，今晚就发生了好几次。我哑口无言，只能大喊一声：“太可怕了！！！”都是你的错，我今晚不知几点才能入睡。因为我实在太HIGH了！
Labels: life stories, njco alumni, random thots
2:08 am
Monday, April 23, 2007
i must blog abt this!!
i cant stand it!!! i must blog abt this!!!
this is soooooooooooo..... overwhelming!!!
MY DEAR IS SO CUTE!!!!
hahahaa!!!!
i shall nt say why she is cute... let her tell u yrself ba...
but she really V V CUTE!!!!
anyone want to jio her??? hahaaha... i will bite u ah! hahahaa!
ahhh...too bad i cant see u again till May liao...miss u already...一日不见如隔三秋阿
记得帮我找我要的两本书！ thanks! oh yar n my present...
once again, allow me to exclaim...
MY DEAR IS SO SO SO CUTE!!!!
(hohoho...din know auntie and uncle hong has twins)
p.s. take note of the label for this entry...hehehe
Labels: all about love, random thots
6:47 pm
Sunday, April 22, 2007
*cough*
went to search for replacement for my charger... still can't find one... haiz.. cos apparently this phone's charger is used by this model only so they dont keep the stock of this charger... ARGH! i hv to live with my panasonic at the moment...
*cough*
AA102... dont want to say le.. enough has been said...
one thing for sure is... i'll just go n celebrate on mon after paper... throw away AA102 tb! (hmm tidak.. cos is ks de...) go n see dear (n hopefully with her pleasant surprise..hehehe...) then head home for a nice slp...
*cough cough*
i miss boy boy... today my hse so quiet.. hahaha... n i can study with my radio on n lights on too... next wk must come k! then the wk after next i can go ur hse n stay le! (but pls dont ask me to play catching with u...)
*cough*
pple ah..must take care ah.. dont end up like me coughing n sore throat n flu... looney has got it from me le.. hahaha.. take care looney!
ok.. i'm gg back to aa102... 1 more nite!
Labels: random thots
2:00 am
Saturday, April 21, 2007
what did i take the whole day?
1 bottle of chicken essence, 1 slice of ginseng, 1 spoon of pipa gao, 2 panadols for flu (it's really v v effective!!!)
i've taken all that i can take to make me strong enough for today's paper... i even took cab to sch cos i scare i may faint on my way there...
today is meli's birthday!!! she's such a darling..hahaha... have this bdae celebration for us to take a break fromm exams... she's still like b4, so gao guai, so kawaii.. hahaha... and we took lots of pic at the balcony using timer... we just dont want pple to take for us.. kao zi ji!
come to think of it, i also know meli for very long le... and though we dont meet often, the feeling is still like before... so close, everything also can say.. like a sister la... like a family member... so who do we have in the family? ehh... TW n Meli n Me! hahaha... i'm the da jie da, then meli is the da jie then tw is the xiao di??? ay tw, must meet up with the 2d gang (or at least with the few of them) before u leave k...
and this sparked off the topic on friendship... so much has been said abt love, wat abt friendship?
some friends u dont hv to meet everyday or often, but u can be sure they are there for u...
some friends u meet everyday, but there's so much things u can't tell them..
some friends though u dont know much abt them and they dont know much u, but u know they are sincere to u... they hope to see that you are doing well too...
some friends u meet every no and then, but everytime u meet them u can only ask them "where are u studying now ah?" "what course ah?"
some friends... do u call them friends at all?
i have many of friends... some whom i love very much (u know who u are la), some whom i treasure alot, some whom i wished i had more opportunities and time to know them better, some whom i tot it was better if we didn't know each other in the first place...
true friendship isn't like the friendship in the Sims world... it will not reduce with time... it will also nt increase just becos u exchanged a few more words today... friendship, like those love relationship, can be qt complicated... u just dont know how it works... i once placed so much trust and emotions in a friendship which i tot was 难得可贵, but all that i got was a disaster followed by some bad mouthing... it's totally... heart-breaking...
maybe that's y now i only 'invest' in those i trust will nt break my heart... hahaa... they are the AAA grade Singapore bond... high returns de...
to all my friends: i acknowledge ur value and the part u played in my life... thank you for all the "slp earlier la", "get more rest la", "how are u" and stuff... though sometimes they sound so cliche... but at least u bother to ask...SWEET! hehhee
ok i think i got abit too emotional tonite... the aftermath of a disastrous paper... maybe next entry shld write abt family le... since someone is reading... hahahaa... hor boy boy de ma!
Labels: birthday, life stories
1:28 am
Thursday, April 19, 2007
haiz... many dreams when i'm sick... ytd has another weird dream again... someone died in my dream again... and becos she died, i was able to marry that guy! and i had many many kids with him... wat's with hving kids nowadays? why do i keep hving dreams of i hving children? what does children mean??!! tou hao fan, u say u hv a book on dreams...go n interpret for me leh...
super sick... nose like a tap... tml i'm just gg to the exam hall n use tissue paper like no tml... feel like bringing in a box of tissue..but i suppose tat's too kua zhang... my contribution to all the students in exam hall E will be my germs... take abit everyone.. it's FREE!
din want to blog de... but i troubled by my dreams so i tot i shld come n fa xie abt it... go back to my mindmap le... nite!
Labels: dreams, sch happenings
11:19 pm
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
woohoo!!!
the ultimate news came just before the exams... aa102 quiz 2 results... the results can be described using 1 word. AMAZING! i've nv seen this kind of results before!!!
did u see the straight column of FFFFFFFFFFFs...... it's just amazing and woOoOoOOoo...my boss Fed up liao... he say if our BSC proj fail, he's just gg to take MC on mon...
and u must be wondering whether i'm one of the Fclub de rite... nope... i'm in top 4 of the class leh... TOP 4 u know... i got D... was showing this to ks and he say he must admit my class is super zai... by right i shld be Depressed to get such a result but then with the other Fantastic/Forget it results... i think it's nt bad ah.. at least i pass... barely... n to those who got B... buay pai ah!
i'm sick sick sick... headache bodyache flu sorethroat... i think cos i've stayed at home for too many days n i cant take it le... my mum offered to bring me out for dinner tml so that i'll be happier and i'll get well soon... hahhaa! do i look as if i so gien to go out??? YES I AM! even when during my hols i cant stay at home for more than 3 days... after 3 days of staying at home i sure either jio friends to go out or go n find work liao... i just cant stay at home for too long...
ARGH i hv to stay at home for the next 1.5 wks or so lor... i'm so dead...
Labels: sch happenings
10:32 pm
did i ever watch lakehouse???
no leh i didnt.. how come i mentioned somewhere that i hv a pair of free tix to watch lakehouse??? wat happened then?
wat happened then? i think i was v silly to write all those stuff... all the anger, frustration, jealousy, happiness, hope, hopelessness... i was just a silly little girl...a happy one...
the radio was playing wo huai nian de... how zun4 ah... yar i huai nian those days but i'm glad it's over... i dont hv to drag my feet over those agony... but who knows wat will happen?
now, i'm still a happy girl.. but the kind of happiness is diff... the happiness now is more stable and peaceful kind... nt the normal distribution kind...
many pple like to ask this question : 如果能够重来，你会改变什么？
my answer (v cliche but bear with me la): 我不会改变什么。我所作的决定都是当时最适当的。况且，我的名言就是“everything happen for a reason ” 他既然会发生，当然有他的道理。我接受。就好像在相声里，大多数的时间都是花在部署笑梗。叫做包什么的， 我忘了。。。
总之，安于现状。
anw... i hv a sudden interest in 红楼梦 and 三国演义... anyone has these 2 books to lend me??? and care to analyse with me??? hahahaa!!!
having sore throat now... dont know why too.. the djs in 93.3 are blaming on the weather... is it weather's fault? or is it just another innocent part?
Labels: life stories, random thots
12:00 am
Monday, April 16, 2007
| Your Birthdate: January 6 |
For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first.
In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt.
You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. |
| How You Are In Love |
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
| You Are Strawberry Ice Cream |
A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream. |
i'm looking for choco chips ice cream...
calling once...calling twice... last call!!!
Labels: quiz
10:17 pm
Sunday, April 15, 2007
went to this restaurant (Prima Tower Revolving Restaurant http://www.pfs.com.sg/) opp st james power house for brunch... we had dim sum!!! it's nt buffet la... but the way i ordered the food, it was like a buffet.. i almost ordered all the food listed on the menu... ok la nt so kua zhang, but ard there la...
but the exciting thing abt this restaurant is, as its name suggest, a revolving restaurant! cool ah... but my bro ah... he had sea sick..hahaha cos even though it was moving v slowly, but u can feel is when u focus la.. so the best thing to overcome the dizziness is to focus on ur food.. just eat n eat n eat..hahaha... too bad i din bring my camera... i forgot to bring xiao bai!!!! n my hp has no camera...
oh yar.. to all those who still dont know, if u realised i dont really reply to ur sms or reply v short msg... it's because i'm v v nt used to using the hp... it's the legendary nokia 8250! oh manz... i miss my hp... samsung... the charger died on me... so till i get a new charger, i'll either be using the 8250 or my panasonic toy hp... yar the blue phone i used to use... hmm.. it's like a toy la... or maybe i shld get a new hp? my mum willing to buy the samsung ultra for me... but then i feel so bad cos i just changed my hp last yr... give the chance to them ba..
anw, regarding the previous post abt me getting pregnant in my dream... someone commented...
"同年没有实现的梦想 永远会存在你的脑袋里"
lalala~~~
Labels: dreams, food
11:58 pm
dog biting my arm (and feeling the pain), go to yusui's dad's hardware store(her dad doesnt hv one),big ball rolling downhill and almost squash me to death, circles going in circles, death pple... all these were some of the weird dreams i had...
but they pale in comparision to the dream i had last nite... it's the weirdest dream i ever had!
i dreamt that i'm PREGNANT!!!
diaoz....
i seriously can feel the baby inside my tummy... in the dream la... i was abt 3-4mths pregnant ba and i can feel the strain when i was walking abt... in my dream la...
i wanted to go ahead w my attachment but then all my friends persuade me nt to cos my attachment company is a catering company n i may be asked to carry those heavy stuff... so in the end i went back to sch with tw's company to do deferrment from sch... i was so reluctant cos i'll nt be able to do my fyp with boss n tsh le...
if u're wondering who is the father of the child... I KNOW!!! there's some flashback in my dream n i know who is the father!!! wanna make a guess? nope it's nt TW!!!! it's... hmm i better dont say it here... ask me if u want to know... but seriously when i woke up, i dont understand why it's him la... i havent seen him for so long n suddenly he's the dad of my child in my dream??? WEIRD!!
everyone in my dream are happy for me... even my supposedly conservation auntie n uncle... my parents didn't even question me who is the dad!!! wat kind of dream is this??? can someone explain to me???
i think it's a sign... that something happy is going to happen.. afterall, the arrival of a newborn is something worth celebrating even though i will be a single mum in my dream...
just to stress again... I"M NOT PREGNANT in reality... just 过个瘾 to hv a feel of what it's like to be pregnant in my dream...
wat a Sweet Dream...
Labels: dreams, life stories
1:20 am
Saturday, April 14, 2007
i was browsing some old photos.. ok la nt so old... but they were taken by xiao jian... remember xiao jian??? the 久久见一次 the xiao jian... hahahaha( only those who went taiwan will know...)
i was looking thru the pic we took in taiwan... i hv no dark rings then!!! but i look v sleepy in those pic cos we were hving some kind of marathon in taiwan... zhao chu wan gui... come to think of it...we were v brave ah.. esp when we take those back alley to take the short cut back to hotel... scary sia... btw dear next time must remind me to pass u the pic cd... i put in my file then always forget to pass to u...
maybe someday i'll put up those pic here... those were the days...
oh yar my mum brought home alot of doraemon magnets.. those 7-11 de lor.. alot!!! shh.. dont let my boy boy know.. he will jealous de...
oh yar i hv this classmate who look like ji an!!! n sally n i were trying to recall the name of ji an from the classrm and all the way to the 179 bus... in the end is me who remembered it! (remember such things for wat.. nt as if it helps my gpa...) oh yar ah.. i remember that time when i first saw dear's bro at the airport i say he look like a character from doraemon too ah... was it da xiong? i cant remember... then we went to shilin night market n there's this shop selling comic characters.. we saw a collection of doraemon n i told dear.."hey u see... ur brother is here!" hahaha... how would i expect to be in the same accting grp as him when sch starts? 平时不要讲别人坏话。。
hmm so i've da xiong n ji an as classmates... who's next? xiao ding dang himself/itself?
ok! then i'll play jian dao shi tou bu with him/it!
Labels: random thots, sch happenings, travel
1:29 am
Friday, April 13, 2007
wasted!!!
this afternoon i was lying on bed n listening to 93.3fm... peifen has this game wherby she altered the voice of a singer n want audience to guess who is tat singer la... so when i first heard it i tot is stef sun.. 2 listeners called in n guessed tat... WRONG!
then peifen gave some hints n say is a guy... my first tot was cao ge... so i called in... as i'm calling, i'm already half aslp... call call..then suddenly iinstead of "line busy" appearing on my hp scr, the call was connected!!! but as i was half aslp, i flustered n i press cancel!!!!!!
and i'm right!!!! it's cao ge... oh manz!!! i could hv won $30 bucks of voucher... AHHHHH!!!!
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i was trying to recall my previous exam preparation period... how did i go thru them?
yr 1 sem 1- busy msning... i din hv my laptop then n i will snatch the com w my bro cos i was addicted to msn... i just chat everynite till 3-4am... my record was 4.30am i think... that was the start of my late nights...
yr 1 sem 2- i totally hv no idea what happened... basically yr1sem2 dont seem to exist in my memory at all
yr2 sem 1- it was a new start to my uni life... it seems tat every sem1 i will get addicted to msn ah... i was chatting almost every nite w my tou hao fan during my exam period la... n v often i'll get scoldings from concerned friends to go n study! yar yar yar...
yr2 sem 2- which is now... hmm this sem dont like to msn liao... hahaha... maybe just tired ba, hv no energy to talk to pple on msn... v difficult to express myself over on msn... n i realise tat i'm tend to use the ah lian language on msn... flip table ah! ( my dear's fave past time...wahahaha!)
but one activity which i love and always do during exam period without fail is "SLEEPING!" dont know why... i'll just slp slp slp.. i can wke up at 10am, nap at 3pm to 5pm (sometimes all the way to 7pm... 4hrs of slp is like more than wat i get when i'm rushing proj la!) then slp at 1am... qiang rite... yar lor... my pillows and bed too comfy le la...
this is an exceptionally quiet exam preparation period... no distractions (tat's if u dont count tv and zhou gong and games)... no excitment... no after exam plans made...
but one thing that has stayed qt the same for sure... I STILL HATE MUGGING!
Labels: quiz, random thots, sch happenings
11:43 pm
Thursday, April 12, 2007
ahhh!
today marks the start of my mugging...
v sian...
went for a jog just now... when was the last time i jog??? hahahaha! healthy Jasmine! (went for the jog cos i ate a pack of instant noodles for lunch... felt so guilty...)
anyway, ah hock has a new musical coming up in Aug,
《天冷就回来》 IF THERE'RE SEASONS this musical used all the songs written by ah hock n string them together to become a play... so exciting!!!
calling all ah hock's fans, let's go tog!!! (students have discount)
for more information pls visit http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=890
The winter of death numbs a lover's pain,
The autumn of dreams lie awake in vain,
The summer of life sings its passing song,
And spring comes again... with courage to hope, and go on.
"If there are seasons I would see the snow, but not around here..."
"There are no seasons here, but there is always love..."
Labels: idols
5:03 pm
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
our pm announce that he will donate all his pay increment to charities (but i dont know he refer to 1mth, 1 yr or forever la...) though i din sit through the news to listen to his rationale for doing so, but my guess is he want to tell the public that the call for increase in pay of the public sector is nt becos the minister desire the money, but because they think it's time to adjust their pay in view of the growing economy... and also to attract young and capable pple to enter the ageing political scene in singapore...
first of all, i must say it's so sad that most of the ministers are so old liao... haiz... and u see the same few pple playing musical chairs all these while, they just rotate their positions once in a while...
regarding the pay increment... hmm when i first heard abt it i was like oh, so good... i'm nt very sure when was the last increment they had.. do they increase their pay every yr like what most pte sector do?(though pte sector hv it every yr, but the percentage is so low, it's miserable)... so why are some pple so against the increment? isit really nt justified for the public sector to increase they pay? or r they being envy? but they are also working mah... so shouldnt we reward them for the work they do? or isit u feel that they are nt doing a good job so they dont deserve the increment? if it's of their poor performance, then maybe it's due to ineffective evaluating and reward system... u know ah the OA of an organisation is a 3-legged stool... evaluate, empowerment and reward/punishment... if a yr2 uni student like me know this, how can it be that the lawyers and accountants up there not know?
i agree with most of the readers' recommendations to peg the increment and bonus the employee receive... do a BSC for MOE, MOH and so on... woohoo! who knows, next sem maybe chan ai lin (that's if she's still the coordinator) may pull some stunts and make the students do a bsc for a public sector... not bad ah... so when they perform well, i suppose those who are against the increment will shut up.
i dont know whether to support this pay increment simply because i dont know enough abt what is happening...so to prevent making an unjustified stand, i shall nt take side... but one thing is, if public sector's pay is comparable to private sector's pay, i'll definitely go for the public sector... u receive the same amt of pay n in addition give u a steel rice bowl.. y nt? then the private sector will increase their pay cos they will say the public sector attracted all the talented pple leaving them w no choice but to increase the wage to attract the talented pple... oh manz... then i'll go to the private sector.. then the public sector pay increase again to match the private sector...
moral of the story?
do away with the steel rice bowl and maybe the increment in wages will be justified...
Labels: current affairs
11:08 pm
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
haiz... i'm losing my temper qt frequently nowadays...
i cant stand defensive pple and also pple who keep thinking of the worst... come on la.. everyday keep sighing n worry for the worst.. it's wat i need last at this v crucial moment... i need positive thoughts to keep my moral high!
be positive! think positive!
as for defensive pple... pls learn to keep quiet... i think their pri sch teacher din do enough to shut them up...
i'm suffering from sleep disorder... ytd i could hv slept at 2am.. but i end up slping at 4am... cos i cant slp! give me sleeping pills... where's moi accouting notes?
on a lighter note... i got back my bm214 proj results and the indiv tvc result... yeah!!!! so happy!!! hardwork all paid off... my grp presentation got A and my tvc got A-!!! yeah!!! then my indiv report for bm213 got A- and group presentation A+!!! yeah!!!
but... my accounting proj got B- nia...
it's just not right... the result we get is nt proportion to the amt of effort we put in... i nv work so hard for proj b4 like wat i did for accounting... and yet such disappointing results... so sian la... we still dont understand why marketing students shld study accounting stuff... then y accounting students nt learning marketing stuff? we sure qie them!
another 16hrs to go before i can finally declare
END OF PROJECTS!!!!
Labels: random thots, sch happenings
10:01 pm
just finished my proj discussion... i must say that this is the best i can do le... i totally no more energy to chiong liao... i'm thankful that this is my last proj of the sem...
it feels like running a marathon... long n tedious...n this is the final 200m and i'm already half dead... using all the energy (all the chi nai de li!) to run this final lap...
exams coming.. what can be more depressing than tat???
went to collect the case for one of my paper... yeah we receive the case prior to the exam... cool rite...
anw, i was reading ST forum and a lady wrote in to defend for students who took part in the arena, the debating show on chnl 5. it's said that the United world college is able to beat all the top schools in singapore, what does tat reflect abt s'pore's so-call top students? they are uncomparable to those foreign schools students?
the lady said that isit our fault of students for being not good enough? or should we seriously relook at the way we're educated?
i almost raise both my hands and legs when i read the part which she said in primary school, we were taught to keep quiet and listen to teachers. talking in class means u're a bad student. remember the times when we were asked to put a finger on our lips to make us not talk? silence was the best policy. and the silence stayed with us for 6 years.
in secondary and JC, we were suddenly asked to speak up. teachers start to complain when they dont students speaking up. but how can they blame us for not speaking up when we've been trained to remain silence for 6 golden years??? pri sch makes up the foundation years which will shape one's learning habits. so how to expect us to speak up after keeping silence for so many years?
there's been many changes done to today's education system, but the way knowledge is being passed down at the primary lvl is stil not v well developed from my perspective. maybe i'm not well informed of the system since i've grad for almost 10 yrs le... but i feel that it's a v important aspect which MOE should look into because it is the foundation of our lifelong learning process.
also, MOE has tried so many ways to simplify the educational system such that i think the certificate we're getting now is depreciating in value...so now having a degree isn't that great after all... u'll need a masters of phd in order to differentiate yourself... but if that's so,we'll spend more n more time in schools than the actual time we spend working... it doesn't make economical sense to do so... n frankly speaking, who needs a phd to do well in a coporate setting? experience counts more than the cert in this case...
i wanted to take biz cos i want to learn something which i think will be useful for me to apply outside the school setting... but apparently, bulk of what i'm learning now will nt be applicable at all... who the hell do BSC anw... definetly not a marketer's work... but i think i must say the uni prof did a better job in encouraging student to speak up... but sometimes i think they r v fed up w us esp when they ask for response n there's none... think of ben...
so, back to the arena. yes we lost the debate game to UWC. that's v disheartening.. but instead of blaming the students for their lost (which is like a big blow to them already), y nt shift our finger to the people who moulded them for who they are today?
they are the silencer.
Labels: current affairs, life stories, sch happenings
1:16 am
Monday, April 09, 2007
scary!!!
i saw the yoyo guys again on my way home today... should be the same 2 guys... they were walking towards me but luckily this time round there were more pple ard me so i'm nt tat scare.. bu pa bu pa la!
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how many times when u tot that u will do badly for the proj but u end up doing qt well for it???
i was v shocked when i open my report n saw a big A+ written on the 2nd page today... yeah!!! We got A+ for the Faye Wong report!!! it's like so surprise la.. i'm nt so sure abt the others but the group infront of me got A or A+ i think... n i was like... chey... so many As ard... but qt happy tat my indiv report got A-... this one i confirm tat nt everyone get A so this A is valuable de... hahhaa...
if give too many As... it's like depreciate the value of A la... it's just like in the secondary sch category SYF.. so many golds!!! like some sort of inflation gg on... then they come up w gold w honours to differentiate the golds... but now they hv so many sch getting honours too... abt 5-6 i think.. cant remember.. so who knows, they will have a platinum award soon...
anw.. i'll cont later on.. doing proj now...
Labels: njco alumni, sch happenings
9:55 pm
Sunday, April 08, 2007
did i mention before that the exam period is the time when i have the most number of hours of sleep?
but it's true... like wat looney says, it's as if i'm having a sleeping fiesta.. wake up, stare at notes, then sleep again... the notes are making me drowsy... remember to consume 3 times a day and after meal...
i have a very troubled mind... on one hand, she's nv fails to stun me with her stunts... but on the other hand, she's not that bad as a friend...
so did i make the wrong decision???
or did she make the wrong decision???
one thing for sure, if anything goes wrong, it's our problem...
anw, i think by now all of u are bored by my entry... i'm taking a long time to write this entry cos my whole brain is filled by grumblings yet nothing constructive at the moment...
oh yar.. the most exciting event that happened this weekend is..... MAHJONG SESSION!!!
without my nephew ard, we can finally play mj in peace...
the game started well with me doing an opening with a 5 tai win.. woohoo!!! shuang!
but things didnt remain as rosy... my dad just keep winning la... though nt as serious as wat happened the other day when we played with my mum, it's still qt bad...4 tai, 5 tai, bite and the ultimate was flower no. 1, 2 ,3 ,4 of the same colours!!!! tat's considered as 2 tai and gang la... terible sia... and i tot my 5 tai v li hai... diaoz...
in the end he won 200 over dollars (cos we play 50cents 1 dollar!! haha! divide by 10... so he still win 20 over bucks) i lost abt 4 bucks ba... my bro lost the most... this is v v fun! we must play again soon!!!
just as i'm gg to end this entry, a mysterious7860 is talking to me over skype... but sorrie ah... lao niang not in the mood to entertain such weird unknown pple...
Labels: life stories, random thots, sch happenings
11:41 pm
Friday, April 06, 2007
totally in exam mood...
i studied today!!!
this is like how so exciting, but depressing at the same time.
i'm back in the routine of eat study sleep eat study sleep...
the routine seems so familar... and the boredom and emptiness are coming back again...
Study is a Lonely Business.u study alone, u rely on yourself to study.
the problem with me is i hate to study alone... yet i can't conc when i study with others... so in the end it's better off for me to study alone otherwise i'll end up disturbing others and myself...
i think, i prefer proj... though i hate the kind of proj which i totally hv no idea how to approach (and sadly, i still hv tat to do by wed...) and it does not help when my grp mates seem lost too...
i wan to study... cos i've spent so much time and effort doing proj in this sem, and i've gotten good results for them... it'll be such a waste if i lag in the last lap... the exam.
back to pricing...
relevant costs are costs which are incremental and avoidable.......
Labels: random thots, sch happenings
10:07 pm
Thursday, April 05, 2007
11:35 pm
i had a fight with him last nite...
i din want to fight with him.. but he disturbed my peaceful life...
he could have led his life somewhere else in peace too, but he chose me... he chose to disturb me!!!
i'm sorry but i can't the sight of him... i cant have him around me all the time... i just can't
any rational person will do the same as i did.. i was considered as merciful... i wanted to give him a chance but he didn't want to go away...
so i've no choice...
but to...
kill him.
to be exact, it was schwarzenegger who killed him...
i merely threw the copy of FORTUNE at him nia... n he was killed... how i know he's so fragile???
n i tried to look for his body so tat if he has died, at least i can give him a good burial, but i couldnt find him despite dispatching a major search for him... n in forensic class, i've learn to look for evidence, which i found none... there's no physical evidence (no body, no blood stain) and no people witness ( i was alone then..) so bleh... i'm innocent!!
xiao qiang,
though u lived a short a life, but i bet it ended in gory.
RIP.
Labels: life stories
11:16 pm
finally hv time to rest and settle alumni stuff...
feel so guilty cos i've mia for qt a while...
anw, hope u guys still visit our website
http://njco.onedegnorth.com/do post ur well wishes on the website for our juniors!!!
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RVCO finally got gold with honour!!!!
n this is really significant... cos rvco has shown signs of going downhill... this award will boost everyone's moral to move on and hopefuly will cont to work hard in the next syf!
rvco win reminds me of my syf days... we really chiong ah!!!!! work so hard, all the agony n fun we shared suring practices... and the tears of joy when we won gold... though without honours then, but it was fulfilling enough for us...
i hope njco will be more ganchong now tat the sec sch syf is over... buck up my dear juniors!!!! u'll soon realise all the hardwork now is worthwhile!
everyone JIAYOU!
btw i'm thinking of gg back on 17th april tue to nj... anyone interested?
Labels: njco alumni
12:07 am
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
其实很爱你
演唱:张韵涵
离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方 落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人 喔
每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由 挽留
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this is another song when i first heard it i knew this is it... i had this song in my mind when i was doing my presentation today... also dont know why.. i only heard this song twice on mtv chnl leh...
though this story is not as complicated and the lyrics is more st forward than the stef sun lyrics, but it still paints a vivid scene...
i love this phrase the most "回忆被谁放在书架上 把他从最高的地方 落下"
many a times, we will place some we-rather-not-think-about-it memories at the back of our mind... we thought tat by doing so, we will be happier. however, all it takes is a small small catalyst to trigger the system in our brain to retrieve out the memories... isn't tat so? in this case she placed the memories at the top of the shelf.. out of sigh, out of min... however a knock against the shelf caused the memories to fall n come back...and when tat happens, just as a package will fall with a bang, the memories will fall heavily on us.
"感动越是深刻 寂寞就越伤人 喔"
the crucial part abt this phrase is the "喔"... if u follow the music n sing thru once, u'll realise tat this "喔" is v much needed, cos it's when the singer released all her anger, her struggle, her hurt, her love... the chorus part is like a form of relief.. it's like when u're so sad to a pt tat u can't cry, u can't think and u don't know what u're doing... then finally, tears rolled down ur cheeks and this is it... u cry uncontrollably..
then after u cried n calm down, u will realise this 真理- 相爱不需要理由 离开也没有理由 挽留
hmm.. the lyrics v short, the idea v simple... but becos of the simple lyrics, many pple will be able to relate to this song... even though i'm nt a fan of angela, i must say she sings v well for this song cos within this short song, she has to sing out the feeling of depressed, opressing one's feelings to releasing it out all and end with acceptance... brings out the feel!
woohoo! i like HC805!!! AH HOCK ROCKS!
Labels: all about love, lyrics
6:55 pm
Monday, April 02, 2007
<我怀念的>
作词:姚若龙 作曲:李偲菘
我问为什么那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了
想问为什么我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
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when i 1st heard this song... i just know this is the one le... it's so gao chao qi fu... i like!
and in a short song, the song writer is able to write such a long story... i can picture the story in my mind perfectly! QIANG!
Labels: lyrics
12:14 am
Sunday, April 01, 2007
何尝没试过呢？
试了又试，但是还不是功亏一篑？
就如恐惧。
很多人想要去征服他们的恐惧， 但是他们都失败。
与其区政府恐惧，不如试着接受？
接受作为人就有的恐惧，与恐惧生存，或许这会比较好一点。
我想说的事，与其逼自己去忘掉有他存在的回忆， 不如接受这些回忆？
接受比删除容易。
有些果是我们昨日种的因。
所谓因果报应，就是如此。
明白吗？
不明白也罢。
因为我也不明白我在说什么。
无所谓啦！
10:46 pm
