Monday, May 04, 2009

Pregnant
To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal.
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Had many weird dreams in a night (which isn't that uncommon for me) and I dreamt that I'm pregnant last night... duh... (must be I ate too much last night and the bloatedness made me feel as if I'm pregnant..)
It's quite a weird feeling, thinking that something is inside ur belly... weird weird de lor... and u will really tend to be more careful (Yes! I was v careful even though it's just a dream)

Today woke up feeling super tired.. all of a sudden, I don't wish this long vacation to end so soon... esp when Dear is ending his paper tml, which is when I becomes busy... eeks!!! why our timing can nv meet!!!

I want to slp... yawn~~

Labels: dreams, just another day

12:59 pm

Friday, January 02, 2009

yoyoyo

Happy New Year to all!!

I really want to do my recount on 2008, but haven't been able to find the time. So today I shall force myself to sit down and do a proper recount.

2008 has been a year of changes...

The year started off with a holiday trip to BKK with S01. (Heng we went last year and not this year.) It's our first trip overseas together as a class. We ended the trip with a surprise birthday party for me. Dear dear and his 'gay partner', Kerv, played a big part in planning the surprise =)

Then Ah Boy got married~!

Ah Boy become Ah Man liao ah!!

Next up was to pia FYP.

FYP started off with a mess because nobody has the motivation to so anything. But things got better as we work along. We often meet at either Woodlands Library or JE Library to do the report together. Finally we got it done! But sometimes when I read our report, it's total rubbish la.. Hahaha Heng got Pass ah.

So we sat for our last paper in uni and we finally graduated! After years and years of studies, we finally got the piece of (useless) paper!

Next up was a period with Johnsn & Johnson. I'm really glad that I made the choice to take up this temp job during my exam period. Not only do I get to know more people, gained more experience, I also got myself my current job (not that it's super great, but at least I got a job. Yep)

The stint with JnJ was made even more enjoyable with the company of people like Rachelle. She's so funny and we had lots of fun!

Naturally, I need a perm job and I finally landed myself in this job. I'm beginning to find joy in the job. It's all in the mind. If you think it's interesting, it's good, then it is! (ok, I've to try harder) It's really ok.. just that I hope I can have more freedom and space to do some things and not just listen to other instructions. I believe I have the taste, foresight and attitude to make things work. Yep.

And last but not the least, there's Dear~~

Somtimes when I think back, it's weird that we are together.. I mean 5 years ago, who would have thought that we will be together? It's all fate...

I hope I never missed out some impt events as my memory is failing me (yar la yar la, I turning 23 le la)

With that, I shall embrace 2009 with lots of hope (Hope to change job. Hope to go Canada. Hope to be healthy. Hope to lose a few kilo. Hope to shop shop shop. Hope to.....)

May there be world peace and no retrenchment!

Labels: 03s01, birthday, dreams, dy, family, gatherings, life stories, random thots, sch happenings, work

9:09 pm

Thursday, December 13, 2007

my 800th post

the past few days hv been very much occupied
so much so that i thought i've gotten over those unhappy stuff

then i dreamt of those stuff last nite...
fyp, work, alumni and him

isn't my dream GREAT! make me face all the things and people i dun wish to be reminded of. and the worst thing is i can't run away... unless i wake up la

it's a sign...
i shldn't run away from these problems anymore...
time to solve all these problems one by one...

first up: FYP
or shld it be alumni?
hmmm maybe find a cure for my itch for mahjong first ba...
MAHJONG THERAPY!!!!

Labels: dreams, random thots

2:35 pm

Friday, December 07, 2007

haiz.. tw gg to camp.. there goes the mj session, ktv session and the gathering u promise to organise!!!

while watching white tower, i was reminded of a weird dream i had last nite.

i dreamt tat i went to ktv with a guy (i shan't reveal his name to protect his reputation) then a service provider in a ktv want to da shan me...the angry thing is the guy i went with instead of preventing the waiter from harrassing me, he helped him by giving him an opportunity to get near me... so disappointed with him...

next is in a class setting... my sec 2 maths teacher (mrs tan poh teng!) is an art teacher in my dream! then i hv this sketchbook with the paintings i did.. woohoo!! they are all v well done!! and shicong appeared in my dream too (must be the sms u sent to me on the prize last nite that got me thinking abt u...) u drew v badly then u jealous of me.. hahaha!!! don't be too jealous k..

then i also dreamt of walking to the busstop after sch to wait for the bus...
Bus

To dream that you are waiting for a bus, indicates a temporary setback in achieving your personal goals.
To dream that you are at the bus station, suggests that you have reached some new level or stage in your emotional or physical life.


and the last part is scary...
there's this wire tied to my teeth then it pokes my skin until v pain, so i want to remove it... as i remove, my tooth dropped out!!
then i think, aiya since the tooth came out le, might as well do braces ba...
so xiao sa ah...

alot of dreams... v busy nite... no wonder i so tired today...
why i din dream of 4 digits leh?

Labels: dreams

3:49 pm

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

the past few days have been having weird dreams. maybe due to stress?? (hmm... maybe)
the classic dream happened 2 nites ago. remembered i said b4 that my internship boss looks nt bad, even though he's in his 40s. well, i dreamt of him.
WHY?!
why i nv dream of shuai ge (nt referring to ks) or mei nv but dream of an old man???
ming ku ah~~
anyway, the dream is abt him 'asking' me to marry him. YES, u din see wrongly, he ask me to marry him. actually it's more of a force me to marry him. so he has this wedding certificate in front of me, ask me to sign on it. all my friends tried to protect me (*touched* thks for such nice buddies) and told him off. but he still continue to stand there, unmoved.
then i turned back and asked the male lead in my dream whether he wants me to marry him or not. (if he says no, i'll not sign. then what will happen will be what we usually see in drama. female lead break free from the clutches of the evil person n run towards the male lead and hug him n turn a few rounds. happy ending.)

NO!

sadly, there's no happy ending in my dream, cos that male lead nv say anything.

HAIZ...

so in a state of disappointment and depression, i break free from the wall of friends (pardon me for the pun.. nt trying to refer to the wall like in facebook. hahahaa)and i signed on the wedding certificate.

AHHHH!!! CRY!!!

i'm not lying, but i woke up feeling very sad. in tcm we learn that when one feels 悲， the 气消, so i felt as if a big stone was pulling my heart down.
HAIZ.

at least i know half the dream will not come true (i'll not marry my boss apparently rite? and in the first place, he hates me, why would he want me to marry him, hahaha!)
as for the other half...... suan le ba, nv asked for anything anyway...

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received a call from my mum at 11pm.
she asked me what time i gg to slp. duh. she knows i slp v late everynite yet still ask me am i slping soon. then ask is my maid sleeping. duh x2 cos my maid slps at 10pm everynite.
so after beating ard the bush she finally said her prob
"girl ah, just now i was rushing home so i took the grocery and my paper bag. i am on the cab now. but hor i forgot to bring my handbag home leh..."

WHAT?!?!?

hahaha my mum is so ZAI!
how come can forget to bring handbag home i also dun understand.

i can only say, luckily she brought her hp this time round, otherwise i dunnoe what she gg to do.

what a drama post. hahaha
(and to tw, yea i cut down on my dot dot dotz... happier?)

Labels: dreams, family, life stories

10:55 pm

Monday, November 05, 2007

had the 'bestest' weekend.

fri- finally completed the presentation at Cerebos. thought results were disappointing, but the experience was great. met many pple, learnt a thing or 2 from this event. not to mention a small sum of reward la. (ohh Brand's berry innershine is not bad..)


sat- went to vivo for dinner. the white dog cafe which i wanted to visit ever since i realised its existence... then went for a movie at cine... can't remember when was the last time i watch a midnight movie... i think this is the first for this yr...
anw we watched Rendition, a movie which i feel will be too heavy to watch for a mid-night movie. nonetheless, it's v thought provoking with an insightful moral behind the movie. i must say i was wowed by the editing. it's so smooth until u couldnt feel the diff in the time zone. (but i did suspect abit in the middle of the movie, but it was v v smooth)
nice evening spent with 3 crappy old men... hahaha, made me recover my lame-ness too... but don't worry, i still can walk very well...(cold~~)
nice food, nice movie, nice company.

reached home at 3am. after bathing n everything, 4am liao. lie on the bed, eyes wide opened. i just can't get to slp!!!! 5am...6am... though nt wide awake, but i was in the half aslp n half awake condition throughout.
6.30am.. i can hear birds chirping n the sky was getting brighter...
7am.. finally went into deep slp. had a shocking dream... hmm sweet yet shocking dream... BUT... Mr Goh Teewei woke me up at 7.22am with a sms.. the purpose of the sms was to ask me what to wear for wr's party.... SOB!!!! he didn't know how difficult it was for me to get to slp...and worst of all, he interupted my dream... anw din really slp after that... just lie on my bed till 10am n went to get ready for the of happenings!

sun- huimin aka sally's n wanrong's bdae! went pitstop for wr's celebration first. it was great fun play games like "imagineiff" and in the end to be bullied by them. they call me an instruction book la... sob sob... and our dear wanrong is v pretty in that dress and makeup!!
as for sally's bdae celebration, we went to holland v to eat sushi tei... YUMMY!! the sashimi salad was superb!!! the sauce..woohoo!! then after which we went to haagen daz for fondue... wah it's ex, but nice... i nv tot i would say fondue is nice... nt a choco lover, but it's nice! but ex...



how i wish every weekend can be like this... spent with fun pple and pple whom made a diff in ur life...
once again, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO DEAR SALLY AND WANRONG!

haiz... and i'm turning 22nd soon...

Labels: 03s01, birthday, dreams, just another day

12:10 am

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Vampire

To see a vampire in your dream, symbolizes seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death. The vampire represents contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity.
It may depict someone in your waking life whose charm may ultimately prove harmful. Deep down inside you know that this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to it.
Vampires also sometimes relate to decisions about sex and losing your virginity.
Alternatively, to see a vampire suggests that you are feeling physically or emotionally drained.
The vampire may also be symbolic for someone who is addicted to drugs or someone in an obsessive relationship.

yea... i dreamt of a vampire last nite... it was qt an interesting dream actually... so interesting until i slept till 12noon...
and interestingly, i saw boss frens in my dream!!! the white n black horses... hahaha... so funny... we were playing cards or was tat mahjong? but the thing is.. i dreamt of them?! why?!

Labels: dreams

2:06 pm

Thursday, October 04, 2007

puked twice last nite.
now i can understand why they say morning sickness is terrible... the feeling of puking is really not good.

no i dont think it's the milk... dont blame the milk le...

realised tat when one is sick, one tends to be more honest with their feelings.
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with regards to the dream i had 2 nites ago, i did a little research:

when one dream od snake,

To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced.
The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality.
The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted.
As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

and to my disappointment, there's no interpretation of dreaming mcdonalds' and kena cheated for having to pay more for a student meal than a normal meal.

http://www.dreammoods.com/

Labels: dreams, just another day

3:49 pm

Friday, June 29, 2007

i've a secret to share... hehehe
i dreamt of my boss!!!
i've kept this with me for 2 days le cos i dont think it's a gd idea to let my colleague know... cos my boss is a 40 yr old man... hahaha... (but someone ever commented he's v shuai... ehhhh)

i dreamt that he's selling lcd tv n sound systems... somemore is LG de... hahaha! so funny... cos i'm his customer, he has to serve me! yea!!!

nice kbox session with moo moo n zhen...
sometimes the lyrics of songs are just so capable to say out what is inside my mind... shall talk more abt this kbox session tml!
today v tired le... 1am le!!!

Labels: dreams

12:57 am

Thursday, April 19, 2007

haiz... many dreams when i'm sick... ytd has another weird dream again... someone died in my dream again... and becos she died, i was able to marry that guy! and i had many many kids with him... wat's with hving kids nowadays? why do i keep hving dreams of i hving children? what does children mean??!! tou hao fan, u say u hv a book on dreams...go n interpret for me leh...

super sick... nose like a tap... tml i'm just gg to the exam hall n use tissue paper like no tml... feel like bringing in a box of tissue..but i suppose tat's too kua zhang... my contribution to all the students in exam hall E will be my germs... take abit everyone.. it's FREE!

din want to blog de... but i troubled by my dreams so i tot i shld come n fa xie abt it... go back to my mindmap le... nite!

Labels: dreams, sch happenings

11:19 pm

Sunday, April 15, 2007

went to this restaurant (Prima Tower Revolving Restaurant http://www.pfs.com.sg/) opp st james power house for brunch... we had dim sum!!! it's nt buffet la... but the way i ordered the food, it was like a buffet.. i almost ordered all the food listed on the menu... ok la nt so kua zhang, but ard there la...

but the exciting thing abt this restaurant is, as its name suggest, a revolving restaurant! cool ah... but my bro ah... he had sea sick..hahaha cos even though it was moving v slowly, but u can feel is when u focus la.. so the best thing to overcome the dizziness is to focus on ur food.. just eat n eat n eat..hahaha... too bad i din bring my camera... i forgot to bring xiao bai!!!! n my hp has no camera...

oh yar.. to all those who still dont know, if u realised i dont really reply to ur sms or reply v short msg... it's because i'm v v nt used to using the hp... it's the legendary nokia 8250! oh manz... i miss my hp... samsung... the charger died on me... so till i get a new charger, i'll either be using the 8250 or my panasonic toy hp... yar the blue phone i used to use... hmm.. it's like a toy la... or maybe i shld get a new hp? my mum willing to buy the samsung ultra for me... but then i feel so bad cos i just changed my hp last yr... give the chance to them ba..


anw, regarding the previous post abt me getting pregnant in my dream... someone commented...
"同年没有实现的梦想 永远会存在你的脑袋里"

lalala~~~

Labels: dreams, food

11:58 pm

dog biting my arm (and feeling the pain), go to yusui's dad's hardware store(her dad doesnt hv one),big ball rolling downhill and almost squash me to death, circles going in circles, death pple... all these were some of the weird dreams i had...

but they pale in comparision to the dream i had last nite... it's the weirdest dream i ever had!

i dreamt that i'm PREGNANT!!!

diaoz....

i seriously can feel the baby inside my tummy... in the dream la... i was abt 3-4mths pregnant ba and i can feel the strain when i was walking abt... in my dream la...

i wanted to go ahead w my attachment but then all my friends persuade me nt to cos my attachment company is a catering company n i may be asked to carry those heavy stuff... so in the end i went back to sch with tw's company to do deferrment from sch... i was so reluctant cos i'll nt be able to do my fyp with boss n tsh le...

if u're wondering who is the father of the child... I KNOW!!! there's some flashback in my dream n i know who is the father!!! wanna make a guess? nope it's nt TW!!!! it's... hmm i better dont say it here... ask me if u want to know... but seriously when i woke up, i dont understand why it's him la... i havent seen him for so long n suddenly he's the dad of my child in my dream??? WEIRD!!

everyone in my dream are happy for me... even my supposedly conservation auntie n uncle... my parents didn't even question me who is the dad!!! wat kind of dream is this??? can someone explain to me???

i think it's a sign... that something happy is going to happen.. afterall, the arrival of a newborn is something worth celebrating even though i will be a single mum in my dream...

just to stress again... I"M NOT PREGNANT in reality... just 过个瘾 to hv a feel of what it's like to be pregnant in my dream...

wat a Sweet Dream...

Labels: dreams, life stories

1:20 am