Wednesday, January 31, 2007

i hate to admit this...
but
he still makes my heart beats faster...

i've nothing to say
my heart speaks for herself...

4:48 pm

Thursday, January 25, 2007

as u can see, i dont update my blog as freq as b4...
i'm really busy... believe me...

coming here to blog cos i'm taking a break (qt a long one actually) from ad browsing... hv seen so many advertisment for the past 2 hrs... n come to think of it, i always skip ad when watching tv prog...

to count how many proj n presentations i hv to do this sem will be depressing... so i refuse to count until i've finished them... then i'll hv this sense of satisfaction cos i've done sooooo much things in 1 sem! yeah!

so many things to do... so many things to care abt... so many pple to spend time w... so many birthdays...

i've no complaints... time passing very fast... now i even have to choose my attachment companies le!!! i'm v troubled over that too... so many choices yet i don't know which one to choose from (aiya as if pple will nt choose me like tat...) but i've 2 companies in mind... shan't announce here... but one of them is a v lame choice i think... hahaha... but it's near my place leh... near panda resevoir... (yar... nt aiming for those shenton way kind...) but my the other choice.. i know it's gg to be tough... tough to get thru interview n tough work too... but i want to try... anw for 10 wks nia... (but then again... 10 wks v long de lor!)

i had a weird dream last nite.. i dreamt of S01... ben came back le... maybe during his hols... but the content of my dream was i wanted to give ben a surprise bdae celebration... but someone in the class gave my plan away... in the end i was so angry in my dream that i woke up.... wahahaha!

to ben: i doubt we'll get to celebrate ur bdae for the next 4 yrs... so i think this dream will nt come true in the near future... maybe when u're 25th we will celebrate for u... hehehehe

10:17 pm

Monday, January 22, 2007

doing a on fhm means i get to surf fhm n mits competitors websites... i'm overwhelmed by babes in swimsuits, lingerie n with nothing on...

my conclusion: guys are really visual animals

but don't they get tired of seeing the same kind of things over n over again?
but one thing i've also found out thru this proj.., the guys ard me dont really read such mag... most of them prefer men's health... i think maybe fhm n maxim would be interested to know my friends n find out from them why they aren't reading their mag...

one more thing.. while we can segment the female readers market n cater to their needs just like seventeen caters to the girls in their teens, cleo to the trendy twenties n early 30s, women's weekly to mostly the housewives or more house inclined woment(i think so...) n her world to the more sohisticated working women.... guys' market is difficult to segment... for a 17yr old guy n a 70 yr old guy will still be looking at the same kind of women... the young n pretty one...well, maybe the diff here is the 17yr old will look at the women in the mag, the 70 yr old will look at the real women...

i'm tired... first tut only n there's so much things to do.. n i think we din do a good job...

watever...

12:16 am

Saturday, January 20, 2007

strategies... tactics...
a discussion sparked off something i've been pondering abt... still no ans... but when the time comes everything will flow... i promise myself to handle it better this time round... so dont think too much now n see what will happen ba...

i really hv alot of cravings nowadays... today i settled my cravings for crystal jade..thks tw!!! v filling... i still hv the cartel cravings, the zui kwee craving, the oyster omelette craving, the ice cream waffle craving n many more... who will be so nice to cure my cravings???

it's 1am now.. i had my dinner 6hrs ago.. i was still feeling v v full 2.5hrs ago..
i'm hungry now...!!!!

just let me faint in bed....pengx!

12:39 am

Thursday, January 18, 2007

totally in the mood to blog today.
maybe cos i had a 3hrs nap this afternoon that made my day.
i dreamt of my shakuhachi instructor...but it's nt the same guy... i dreamt of a young n handsome n attractive instructor instead of my old yet rich n w the i-don't-understand kinda of jap accent... then i also dreamt of that pretty girl w the v shuai hairstyle who dropped shakuhachi after the first lesson... she was asking the young n handsome instructor how to blow the shakuhachi... super funny... n we were hving dinner at cafe cartel!!! eating my beloved pasta... oh manz.. drooling...

woke up feeling satisfied yet sad... satisfied cos i had a gd rest... sad cos... i din manage to eat the pasta in my dream.. ARGH!!!

keep hving lots of cravings these few days... n my mood is really go up n down rapidly... pms-ing...so better avoid offending me these few days, otherwise u shall get it from me

next week will be super busy for me... 2 tut presentations... yet i'm still gg out on weekends...

doing work on my dining table.. it's such a big table yet i feel that i still dont hv enough space... i lack of space, time n slp... n... something else...haiz... this is getting depressing.. i better stop here n do something which will make me high again!

do tutorial!

10:23 pm

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

my bro came into my rm one day n he started dancing to this song... diaoz... yes he danced just like xiao zhu in this mv, the sat nite fever style... i laughed till i pengx... wahahaha! ENJOY!

10:02 pm

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

yoyoyo so long din blog le!!!

i've been qt busy with gatherings n buying presents n printing notes n tut that i'm too lazy too blog... n in the next 3 mths i can foresee tat i'll be super busy with sch work, birthdays n alumni stuff...

hv alot of ideas for alumni... but it seems that i'm building castle in the air... must do something this yr for alumni otherwise it'll just be lost forever... can feel that the juniors are nt enthu abt the idea od joining alumni... i dont blame them cos if i'm nt close w the seniors i would nv hv joined alumni anyway... i suppose the seniors played an important part in getting juniors to join us...

and yar another problem is in managing this alumni... dont see anyone who is willing to do this job... it's shit job, really... but which job isnt shitty? someone has to do it rite? otherwise we can just let this young organisation to collapse... so kexi.. 4yrs of effort gone to waste? i really hope the juniors can be more enthu abt it.. being in com is real fun cos u get to know so many pple n learn so many new things... time is nt an excuse cos i am also super busy lor... haiz... i think i can understand how shao felt when she took over as pres.. the juniors are qt disappointing... a few of them la nt all... some like leekoon are lovable..wahahaa!!! (yar i said leekoon is lovable... she's so cute... can be my dear no.3 wor...)

my bedroom is in a mess that i dont even hv place to do my tut... unless i take my lappy away which i dont want to... gg to clear away the presents i placed on my table... they hv been lying ard my table cos i've no place to keep them... headache lor... it's a mountain of presents... hahha (hmm nt showing off la.. it's the truth...)

nt enough time... nt enough money... nt enough space...
(but i'll always hv time for my family n friends... i try k)

12:05 am

Thursday, January 11, 2007

blogging from dear's rm!
it's been a long time since i've been here... abt 2mths? ard there la... the walk from north spine to hall 15 seems so long... n it was raining too... haiz....must be cos dear nt walking w me.. wahahaha! but dear ah i must say ur rm abit dusty ah... i want to sweep floor for u also cannot find broom... james nt in s'pore u must go n find other pple to borrow from le...

ytd was suppose to be a shopping trip to buy kerv's present.. ended up i bought so much things instead... spent abt 170 bucks on food n stuff... really spending like no tml i must turn over a new leaf! stop spending, jasmine.. stop spending... (dear's itunes playing andy lau's song... an old old song... so funny!)

now that my birthday is over, it's time to attend other pple's birthday parties... dont know is lucky or unlucky that most of my friends dont seem to be celebrating their 21st... but present still hv to give la... friends mah...

just attended a few lect today n i suddenly felt a heavy burden resting on my shoulders... so heavy... so many proj to do so many presentations to make.. gg to pengsan! (correct spelling?) need to do a tv commercial n many grp work... n the exam is only worth 33%? wth.... nt worth studying for the exam... i suppose thi is what u get when u're in marketing...

oh 3pm soon! i better get prepared to go to no.2 dear's hall le... gg to do up the stupid website... haiz... rainy days are best spent sleeping...zZzZzZzzzz....

2:34 pm

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

a sea of pink n white v scary hor... i still hv more pic..so if u want let me know i'll send to u... looking at these pic makes me happy!!! they are call the HAPPY PIC!

12:16 am

Monday, January 08, 2007

let the pictures do the talkin... yeah!

11:15 pm

thanks to all who turned up at my birthday!!! (n those who din turn up but wished me happy birthday)
it's really nice (n scary) to see everyone turned up in either pink n white... though there was a few orange n green but it's ok... i'll just treat them as a few oranges with their leaves still on to go with my strawberry shortcake... hehee

i hope everybody had fun playing chatting n eating... don't really hv time to talk to everyone but i really hope to see everyone soon to do some catching up...

and thks to all who helped me to make this party runs so smoothly esp my parents n family who helped me with the bbq n food stuff... really din hv time to do all that... n oh yar i really love my cake!! it's so nice la... gg to buy a similar one to eat again..hahhaa!!! n of cos the big bouquet of flowers i received from my cousin all the way from shanghai...(no la the flowers nt from shanghai).. u know hor ur mum was so haolian abt it she carried it ard to show everybody the flowers... n also to dy for another bouquet... so happy!!!

today sch starts le.. but i'm still hving a hangover from all the fun i had the past few days... nt in the mnood for sch yet... i still hv so many things to look forward to!!! this wk will be meeting s01 for present buying again n movie... then sat is njco aa agm, then next sunday dizi 5 generation outing again!!! we are going to the bird park!!! yeah!!!! so exciting...

2007 started with a bang... hopefully it will continue to be so high for the rest of the year... YEAH!

2:58 pm

Friday, January 05, 2007

happy birthday marcus chang!
doubt he will see this though...
argh his bdae was in sat 4D starters..sianz... y mine din strike!

21st means independence
21st means making ur own decisions
21st means spend ur own money

and this party is the start
from the location to the invitation to the food to the cake to the transportation to the everything... i gaotim all by myself... i feel... lost but GREAT!

just as well that my mum nt free so i hv to do everything by myself... i spend money like it isnt mine (but is mine)... qt shuang... but i think after everything when i sit down to count my expenses, my face may turn green green... but as long as everybody have a great time n i happy jiu hao...

dont know why but my mood today is v bad... angry n sad at the same time... nt at anyone in particular but it's many things added tog to result in my bad mood... just too bad for dy to tell me the news n got to taste of my bad mood...

let's just hope everything will go on smoothly...

12:43 am

Thursday, January 04, 2007

finally made a moved that i shld hv made long long ago... it was GREAT! really great.. i doubt i'll ever move it back again... it doesnt belong there...

2007 started out well for me till now except for the few pangseh n my stupid scanner who refused to let me scan.. irritating... wat's a scanner gd for if it cant scan?

watch confession of pain le... the story plot is so expected... i feel as if i watched this movie b4... other than the cliche plot, i would say movie is nt bad.. keep u engaged nt too fast nt to slow.. though i hate the way they edit it.. show u one scene out of nowhere n they will explain to u wat it means in the later part... it does keeps u wanting to cont to watch, but in the early part u'll be qt confused... tony's acting is still as zai... his sly smile makes me shiver... i would say the 2 handsome guys saved the day!

2:44 pm

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

stepping into Guess proved to be a very wrong decision.
I MISS THAT BAG!!!
it's been a long time since a bag has shouted at me "Hey! u like me right... buy me home...buy me home..."
it's so nice... can be for casual use or bring it to work... n it's big enough for me to put all my stuff yet not too big... it's perfect except for the price...

despite a SALE going on, and a rather drastic reduction in price, it's still too ex for me to part with my hard earned money... $167... for a bag? u kidding me...

anw i spent the whole of ytd roaming raffles city, suntec and marina sq with my cousin... we really combed the whole place in less than 6hrs and went away with boxes of clarins products (so many that i lost counts of the number of products we bought.. or rather, she bought n i take the free sample... hehehe) 2 skirts, 5 tops, 1 pair of sandals n 1 present for marcus... oh manz... i dont think i remember using my card that many times in a day... i use until i abit scare....

so my 1st day of 2007 was spent shopping n spennding money... a great way to start the yr!

now i shall start to recuperate n get ready for my birthday... i still havent finished buying the necessary stuff despite 2 trips to the supermarket already... money was nv spent that fast b4... i'm glad i made the right choice to work during this hols.. getting paid soon!!!

3:33 pm

Monday, January 01, 2007

2006

it has been an eventful year with many things happened.
the year started well with my first ever count down at esplanade... it was memorable

gg on to sem 2 in ntu was easier as i've found my way ard ntu n also the area ard hall 12-15 all thks to dear who made my life easier by letting me go to her hall to slack during my long breaks in between lessons... had fun with her n moo moo during malay lesson too with our funny cikgu. basically, i've nt much memories of sem 2 other then the malay lessons n the calling of pple to ask them whether they are free to accompany me during the breaks...

my first ever 3 mths break were spent at scb.. it was a wonderful 3 mths knowing wonderful bosses n colleagues... and of cos earning money was wonderful... those few mths i just work, shop n meet up with friends... also, i watch the most numbers of movies during this period... a total of abt 5 movies... it was all well n good until then...

starting yr2 sem1, i was filled with excitment n resentment... i finally settled on marketing and i'm excited abt taking marketing related mod... i was abt moody in my 1st mth but it got better with the help of bossy n sh... they are super funny n we nv failed to laugh till we drop... esp the pang sai zua...hohoho! tog with sally, we managed to get A for our research methods, but it's only a 20% proj... we're still glad we did it.

after exams means work again for me... this time with the finance dept... i can really see the diff between a local n a mnc... the 1 mth there felt like 6mths... nt gg back there...

2006, a yr i hv a love hate relationship with... a yr i enjoyed n detest at the same time...
now that 2006 has gone n 2007 is here, i hope things will only get better... popi me win money in mahjong, popi me do well in my exam results, popi me find a gd attachment, popi me get job offers b4 i grad, popi me find a nice guy (nice plus like me =P), popi my boy boy be guai guai, popi everyone be healthy n happy.

Happy New Year!!! welcome 2007!

12:39 am