It's Sat!!! Time to recharge!! The past 1 week had been hell as I cope with days without Dear, the heavy workload and insufficient sleep... And today after 9hrs of sleep, I'm feeling much alive already!
Yesterdays talked to Dear till 1am because Dear is going Seattle today for the weekend.. although abit bu she de cos he won't be online to talk to me for the next few days.. and I'm also worried for him because he couldn't book any hotel!! they will spend the night in the casino if they still can't find hotel room there.. hahaha crazy right!!! I hope they won't concuss in the casino toilet... anw I already gave dear a list of things to look out for me and note the prices. if it's cheaper, I will go n buy when I'm there!!!! YEAH!!!!
I'm watching bai quan now.. yar yar i know... that's like what a long long ago drama alr.. but i no time to watch mah... now it's showing the part where lucas went after wu shuang when she went cycling alone... sigh so gan dong esp when my bf is far away from me, the plot is even more relevant!! hahaha imagine my bf is gone for 6mths with no phone call, no letter no news at all... sob... maybe i will just find another guy... hahaha! bf, i'm just kidding k...
ohh.. but i just watched the preview for next wk.. it's gg to be sad story again!!! oh no.. not gg to watch le.. i dont like sad story.. bleh! Maybe i'll watch my Long Vacation again (that's what I'm having now~).. yeah... Long Vacation... Lalala Love Song!
in this drama, love means differently to the 4 women of 4 different generation.
1st generation: love is silence. u don't say u love this person all the time, but ur actions show. 2nd generation: love is something to fight for. u fight to be with the one u love. 3rd genertaion: love is abt compromising so as to make both a better person. 4th generation: love is abt being happy. split when unhappy. even the strongest love on earth may end over night.
hmm... why the drastic change in the mindset towards love from the 3rd generation to the 4th generation? actually love didn't change. it's the people who degraded love. people changed, environment too. i've read an essay that says we are all too busy for love. we have no time to fall in love. we have no time to go on date. we have no time to listen to each other. we have no time to hug each other. we have no time to kiss each other. we have no time to quarrel. we don't even have time to break up. and after we broke up, we have no time to grieve over it.
are we that busy?
what is it about someone that will make another person like him/her? is it their looks? is it their intelligence? is it their personality? is it their fortune? is it their care and concern for u? or can it be just purely, cos u like tat person?
watch enchanted on sunday. the princess met the prince for one day and decided that he's the one for her. she believes strongly and without a doubt that her prince will save her. and he did. the male lead (nt the prince)was astonished to know that the princess agreed to marry a person she met for just 1 day.
how long it takes for a person to like someone? 1yr, 1 mth, 1 day, 1 hr, 1 min, 1 sec? then how long will this person take to let go of the person he/she likes? 1 sec, 1min, 1 hr, 1 day, 1 mth, 1 yr?
feel more n more restricted abt the things i can write here le... too many pple reading... yet i can't bear to close it down, not to mention DELETE it... no worry i'm not as chong dong as someone n only to regret later on... hehehe 有一种冲动~~ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
boy boy called me just now he said "ah yi, when will u come? i'm a good boy, can u come now?" oh manz... ok la.. i fly over now okok?? hahaha he so cute rite... somemore he sounds qt jue wang.. his tone is like begging me to go there now.. hahaha...
that's why i say younger guys are cuter... yep they can make innocent comments yet u will nt find them irritating... but imagine if an older guy says so... kick him aside ba... plus the fact tat older guys are.......... dont need much elaborations -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- was watching "求婚事务所” “我喜欢的人喜欢你就算了,为什么你连我的妈也搞?” hahaha.. tat's a classic lines... qt challenging too for someone like xiao mei... li wei is v brave cos he fell for a woman he shld nv dream of being with... his friend's mother so OMG rite... but yep, initially both of them had their doubts but eventually they know they can run away no more... that's when all the probs come in... the son, also the best friend, came into the pict n made lots of noise... then another older guy was chasing after the mother too... but he was too boring n da nan ren for her le... in comparison, li wei is much much interesting... somehow, sparks just fly between them... i forgot the ending... i think they din end up tog..or did they? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- some pple can just find anyone to be their partner just for the sake of hving a partner.. as long as they seem to fit what they r looking for, jiu ke yi le!
but i can't
or rather, i'm nt tat kind of pple la... it's nt abt what he has. it's nt like he has the looks, he has money, he has a career, he has the height, he has the car, he has the watever n watever then i shld like him le... a person can hv all the good pts but if no feel means no feel... maybe i'm still young i can still afford to say so, but i may not say the same in future la.. so dont quote me in future...
maybe that's why i always cant say out my 择偶条件 cos it depends... of cos will want a good looking guy la.. but if i like him n he has no looks (but comfortable with it la) then what can i do? ask him to go surgery meh... the most makeover lor... if he has no car how? take train n bus lor... even cab.. no prob... if he no height how? nvm la.. i also nt tall if he no money? will hv de la... enough to support a family jiu hao... and to quote my colleague "一万块有一万块的生活,一千块有一千块活法。”yep
if u like someone, u can have a thousand and one reasons to counter his negative points. but when u don't like him, one small mistake is a big vaild reason
hahaha... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hahaha... i teaching the juniors all the bad things... zui guo zui guo....
他暗恋了她十三年 一直守护着他的女神 可是一句"就算全世界的男人都死了我都不会爱上你"的恨话, 破碎了他的少男情怀. 何必呢? some words are best left unspoken. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 男人与女人之不同在于男人宁愿选择逃避问题, 希望时间久了, 事情就会不了了之. 而女人,说好听就是选择面对问题,说难听就是大惊小怪, 疑神疑鬼. 真的是女人想太多吗 还是男人想太少? 不管了, 不想了. Chui bin lei
body scrub, face scrub, trim my nails n eyebrow... woohoo! feel fresh once again...
i love my short nails... but as i was cutting my nails, i've a bad feeling abt my pinkie toe... the nail seems to be qt loose... i've a feeling tat it will drop out if it experiences some major impact... haiz... all because of that pair of heels i wore for my bm214 presentation... lack of blood flow, then it became blue black.. then now threaten to come off... SCARY!
today the show finished le.. haiz... i dont like this kind of ending... i want the show to go on n on n on.... though the show is so propaganding, but it's so romantic... i luv the Hanns n Carmen story... though Carmen is v kelian initially but Hanns is so sweet... hehehehe... but he has no looks...but urs truely here dont mind abt looks... yep!
i've lost track of time... i'm actually qt worried abt missing my paper becos i remember the day wrongly.. sometimes when i wake up, ask myself today is which day ah? life has been staying at home watching tv while struggling to mug... everyday seems to be the same other than the different dishes i had for dinner n also the change in the storyline of those drama that i'm watching...
i've been chasing after this drama... i've watched it b4 n i know the storyline v well but i cant help it... it's so attractive... the cakes... i remember when i watch this show for the first time, i had this craving for black forest cake!!! the craving was so bad, my mum really got me a black forest cake! haha but the actual taste of the cake is nt tat fantastic la... in fact tat was the last time i ate black forest cake.. maybe cos i havent tried those super yummy de... but ever since i had my 21st bdae cake, i fell in love with strawberry shortcake! no choco for me... but sadly, my whole family enjoy choco cake more... so i shall wait for my next bdae b4 i request for strawberry cake again! or shld i get a mango cake? hmm.. i had mango cake for my 20th bdae le.. so maybe 22nd will be durian cake!
tml is my paper le.. i better go n finish up the rest of the lect notes... haiz....