s my instructor since sec 1... which mean 8years le!!! if one lives till 80, then we'll only hv 10 8 yrs... woo... 8yrs really v long le...

but he's still the same as b4, round round de, friendly de, old de, shi qing hua yi de... i really like the chinese tea he always serves us...so nice... 一日为师, 终身为父, sometimes he really just look like a father la... since he has no children, i think we really are just like his 'children'... i suppose when a teacher has a student of so many years (some as old as 30 or even more) still keeping in contact with him, wat else can he expect??? i dont even know where my sec4 teachers are... n every year i say i will go back to nj to see ms ting... but i always nv seem to be able to make it to nj... haiz...

then again, if i nv joined co, i'll nv know phang, will nv know my juniors, will nv know the seniors, will not join njco, will not know tek, will not be in alumni, will nt know all the fantastic seniors n juniors, will nt go visit phang on cny... hahaha.. oh yar! will not know my dears.... woohoo~~and let's say i didn't move to jurong, i'll not enter rv, will not be in 2d will nt join co n on n on n on.... one thing leads to another... so who know.. if today i didnt do this certain thing, i may nv be able to a another thing in future...

the moral of the story is... do more things everyday... so that more things can happen in the future... otherwise, nothing will happen in the future...

Labels: random thots

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

yoyoyo!!!
it's the 3rd day of cny n i'm sick!!!
wat a great way to start of the new lunar new year... sob sob*

this yr's new year is slightly different w me visiting relatives i've nv met b4.. well, at least i got more ang bao..hahaha...

this new year also made me met w the most paiseh event i've encountered when buying movie tic... was gg to watch protege which is n16 w dear... the ticketing officer actually asked me whether dear is over 16 or not!!! oh manz.... why she nv ask to check my nirc leh??? anw the show gross la... eeeks... first time i cover my eyes while watching a movie... usually even if i watch horror movie i also nt so scare... my bf acting still as gd as b4... but acc to ks, there's suppose to be a v hot bed scene of daniel wu n the jing chu... but apparently the scene was cut in s'pore la... no wonder i tot the flow of the movie was v weird cos the jingchu was seducing daniel then all of a sudden he asked her how it feels like then she say from the tip of the toe to the scalp all v shuang... hmm... why they cut away....

this weekend gg to be fully packed... next wk is the recess week... i remembered abt the tvc i needed to hand in.. oh no... i still dont hv ideas yet!!! ahhh!!!!

Labels: random thots

10:46 pm

Saturday, February 17, 2007

如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，
要了解，也要开解
要道歉，也要道谢
要认错，也要改错
要体贴，也要体谅
是接受，而不是忍受
是宽容，而不是纵容
是支持，而不是支配
是慰问，而不是质问
是倾诉，而不是控诉
是难忘，而不是遗忘
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代
是为对方默默祈求， 而不是向对方诸多要求
可以浪漫，但不要浪费
可以随时牵手，
但不要随便分手

it's cny eve...
don't feel like it's cny at all la... in fact i think it's causing many pple prob, esp those who hv proj to hand in next week n presentations to do.. terrible manz...

these few days have been feeling rather stressed cos i feel tat time is passing too quickly such that i hv no ctrl over it... being a true capricorn, when we lose control of things, everything will just go wrong for us... at least for me...

maybe i shld use this few days of hols to catch up with work n tv n rest... yar do work... hmm but if i start off a new year doing work, will that mean i will most likely be doing work for the rest of the year?

what a way to start of the new year......

Labels: all about love

1:32 am

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

hahaha!
i'm gg gaga over a stupid mini acct2 tut presentation.
it's just 1 qn but it took 3 brains n 2 days to do...
it's 3am n i'm still discussing w boss.. like wat he said... we er ren shi jie lor...
but then i rather er ren shi jie with zhou gong la... which is why i moved my work table to my lving rm so that the bed will nt be there to sia me...

accting quiz is coming!!! and if everyone is telling the truth, everyone is confused... so let's all fail the quiz tog ba!!!! congrats to all!

let's just say i'm glad..nono i'm extremely grateful for my smart move to choose biz over accounting... i think i'll die n probably given up on studies if i am doing acctancy... marketing biz is like... so much more interesting n easier... at least tut can smoke thru though a certain G&G giving me a bit stress la.. but it's still ok la... i still think he's easier to smoke thru than acct2...

i want to slp le... but boss still hasnt slp i dont dare to slp... he is a typical example of showing me why being single is good... see ah, this wk so busy le with all the readings to go thru, tut to prepare, presentation to do, quiz to study, he still has to think of ideas for celebrating vday!!! n nt to mention his tian tian ye ye which ended today (i chose my bai jia le over boss' tian tian ye ye... hahahha!)

3:00 am

Monday, February 12, 2007

a place to intro to all of u for shopping!!!
it's central mall... it''s beside merchant court hotel so u can take train to clarke quay and it's just outside!
one thing v gd abt this mall is it's big n not crowded!!! yeah!!! finaly a place u can shop in peace on a weekend without aunties n taitais trying to shove their ways abt...

went to vivo twice withint 3 days... i think i hv enough of vivo for the time being... nothing much to shop actually... or rather, nothing to buy....

do i sound like i'm v free n slack tat i can afford to go shopping n stuff??? yar maybe i sound slack, but i earn the time de k.. i've done my work on the train while travelling de lor... so nope... i still insist tat i'm busy.. just tat pple nv see it when i'm busy...

up next: accounting 2 quiz... dont know how i'm gg to deal with this... cos i cant even do tut... a big sigh from me... HAIZ!
vday...nothing much la.. just another day actually...
fri... cny reunion dinner part 1! woohoo! piggy time!
sat... cny reunion dinner part 2! woohoo! piggy time... again!
sun... chinese new year! can u believe it? it's so fast... it's cny again...yeah..again

wat shall we do on cny??? 3 days worth of hols.. i hv enough of shopping.. nothing good comes out from shopping except for spending money... enough le... it's time to save save save! the thrifty jas is coming back...

y is accounting so difficult?
y alumni pple nt replying my emails?
y ziwei didnt reply my email?
y we havent decided on fyp?
y are we hving a quiz on the day after vday?

so many whys... but no ans to all my questions...

another question... why boss isn't replying me on msn?
ans: msn spoilt.

12:34 am

Saturday, February 10, 2007

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

还是会害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃

还是会害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘 去忘嗯

ahhh!! came across this song of stephanie sun on radio at 1.30am la... then i quickly go n find this song... now it's 2.20am le... super nice... super god lyrics... i bet many pple will like this song cos they can relate to it..
hmm realise tat the lyrics of a song is like doing marketing.. advertising to be exact.... in advertising, if they use a familar song for the backgrd music, the receptivity of the audience will be higher....if u can come out with lyrics which the listeners can relate to, they will be able to accept the song and like it... same logic rite!

today i spent 1.5hrs in yishun... loitering northpoint and the interchange becos of yz...haiz.. waited 1hr for her.... how patient can i be? hahaha... actually ah, yishun is qt near jurong de la.. it's nt as far as i always perceive it to be... but then there's nothing much to do at northpoint... so even though yishun is near, also not many reasons for me to go there..haha... unless dears want me to meet them there for lunch? hahaha!

jiaying looks like a sweet princess tonite all thanks to the dress yz got for her... so pretty!!! but sadly, we destroyed her image by smearing cream on her... hahhaa..she's the 2nd person i've 'bullied' this year and i can foresee more to come... i can only say... HENG AH! hahahaa my bdae over le... and u pple dont need to say next year cos next year nt celebrating anymore.. let me hv a quiet birthday ba... low key....

"还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息"

2:13 am

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

自己一个人,
钱只花一半

自己一个人,
伤心和悲伤少了一半

自己一个人,
时间也多了一半

回忆, 是我继续爱你的方式.
祝你幸福.

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got the above quote from a book my fren gave me for my 21st bdae... haiz... nearly cried when i read it...somehow the last sentence made my heartache so much...

i'm a workaholic... i can do my work until i cant eat n cant slp... call me cow.. moo~~~
there's much more in life than work ba? but somehow without work, i can imagine myself sitting in my living rm whole day n watch tv... aimless life ah... yar i know i always say i wan to be a tai tai... but i always kou shi xin fei de la... i really cant imagine myself having nothing to do n slack at home in the long run...


tired... today wanted to wake up at 9am to do tut... but my eyes just cant open.. for one min, i suspected someone put glue on my eyelids so tat i cant open my eyes... SERIOUSLY!
tat's how tired i am... so much work, so much thoughts, so much distractions... i was looking at my schedule n i realise i will just be doing presentations after presentations all the way till examinations...

btw i hv a question... will fingernails grow faster when u dont hv enough slp?

9:35 pm

Sunday, February 04, 2007

jasmine is having a bad headache today... i just dont understand why i hv this feeling that this proj belongs to me only... hello?? i'm nt the only one getting the marks n i'm nt the one who knows everything... anw, something to make myself feel better... i'll show da jia my new addition to the piggy family... it is call the roasted piggy! ( see the dkny behind??? tim know wat is it ba...hahaha)




hahaha... he's actually spider piggy but i prefer to call him roasted piggy... red red de...like sun burnt like tat...wahahha! he's my x'mas present from dear... so now i've started saving.. all my $1 coins go in there.. so next time if u want to steal my stuff u know this one has more value than it seems to be...

the next happy event to celebrate is.... i've found my strawberry piggy!!!!

she was lost for qt a while... 6mths to be exact... then one day i found strawberry but the piggy was not to be seen.. then i found piggy but i couldnt find strawberry... last wk i finally found both of them.. now it' hanging on my hp... it seems to signify something...














so on a sat nite, here am i worrying abt so many things yet the others just dont care...
just only me n my piggies...

12:04 am

Saturday, February 03, 2007

ever wonder what's behind a happy, smiling face?

it's a crying face...

but u'll nv know

1:17 am

Friday, February 02, 2007

forum, zara, wisma, isetan, gap, far east

this is the route of the day...
i went shopping by myself after proj meeting...
i finally bought a new pair of shoes le!!!! finally!!!!
it's so chio, so sleek, so clean, so comfy, so nice......... so ex....
but worth it...

shopping alone feel great.. own time own target... but actually also nt alone cos i brought my piggy w me too... the only down side is there's no one to help me carry my lappy when i'm browsing... had a difficult time to look at stuff with my piggy on one hand, my big bulky bag on one shoulder n a paper bag (with my shoes) in another hand...

(AH! i'm watching the peak at this moment n i see benedict goh on tv! he looks so gay... n sounds gay too... eek! his chinese still so lan4!)

these few days having mood swings... one moment cant figure things out then become v depressed v sad... the next moment i'll get even more depressed n grumpy n low n sad n irritated... it's a gloomy week... it's been a long time since i've such a gloomy wk.. usually the depression will just last 1 or 2 days.. but this is for the whole week... it will just get better!



if seeing this person makes u happy and sad at the same time,
will u want to see him/her?

9:40 pm

Thursday, February 01, 2007

a random entry on a cold night

realised that i havent talked to dianyun for a long time le... dy!!! too busy with something else le ah...hahaha! ok la i'm busy too...

what is more impt to u?
a simple question, but can u answer it truthfully?
money, fame, status?
family, friends, love?
it's up to u to decide which one is most impt to u, it will differ acc to the values in us...
i think... if it's in the past, i'll choose success, money n status...
but now, i think i rather go for something that will even more fulfilling than money.. that's family n friends... many things n pple who came along in my life changed the outlook i hv in life... they made a diff... though some are still by my sides while some had gone away, they still matter...

we did well for our 1st proj... got A ... nt bad considering the last min work n the last min additional of the stupid skit which i was saboed to do... the feeling of getting the A is shuang! i hate to get addicted to such an indulgent... the A indulgment... bad...

some pple appears to be all nice n friendly but u dont know wat's behind them or in them... maybe they are truely nice n stuff, but i'm wary of them... guilty...
some people appears to be super unfriendly n cold... but i think they're ok... i also dont know why...
oh great... when did i becme so intuitional(is there such a word???) haha...

some pple just walk in n out of ur life...they are call Acquaintance
some pple will nv walk into ur life... they are call Strangers
some pple u dont know when they walked in, but they nv walk out.. they are call family
some pple walk into ur life n refused to walk out... they are call friends
some pple walk into ur life, walk out after a while yet their shadows stay... they are call ghost! cos only ghost hv no shadow!

LAME!

i did say this is a random post...random thoughts... random nite

12:22 am