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Monday, May 30, 2005



i hate competition...in most cases

if i have to compete with others for something...i rather i withdraw...

pessimistic??? maybe...nono...just dont feel the need to compete at all...

dayou got a award on sat...congrats..yeah!


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Friday, May 27, 2005



been surfing the net from 1pm...i tot it's 4pm already.... BUT IT'S ONLY 2.30PM!!!!!!!!!

ok so my june will be so packed... the 1st after i stop work i'll hv the co camp and the dv news prize presentation!!!! oh manz...so exciting...let us win k...then we'll kope the v-cam...dont give nj...anyway the sch didn't provide assistance to us when we were doing the editing...we did them at tee wei's place lor...we found our own contacts lor... so not going to let them benefit...hehehe...that is if we win...cool...too bad teewei in camp otherwise we'll hv a spokesman and i'll not hv to do all the thinking now... the speech...haiz...it's either weixian or i do it lor... so...see how la....

then 3rd week i'll meet up with sec friends...yeah!!! mel finally pass her driving tes...finally!!! congrats!!! so happy for her...a relief... slacking...catch up with dvds... books... sleep and the sims 2!!! yepyep...my bro dl it for me for so long liao but i nv play... the i'll go malacca too...if my cousins manage to take leave...then i'll start lessons...heheheh...so exciting...

4th week i'll head for taiwan...yep...taiwan...did so much for the trip...the cause of my pms-ing...and the cause of the hole in my pocket..

ok gals the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS ON!!!! it's time for shopping shopping and more shopping!!!! yeah!!!! but that also means more pple in shopping centre...oh i hate crowds... nvm...must still shop...no money also shop...window shopping also good...seeing the 'SALE' word feels so goooooood...hahaha...and yep it's all thanks to my pig n dog friends like chiao n yongx who've helped in training me..hehehehe... wahahahhaa.... and my cousin too la...hahahhaa...retail therapy time!!!!


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Thursday, May 26, 2005



my non-blood-related cousin is getting married...
so happy for him...

and he's gonna be father soon...heyhey...so u know why...

1st of july...just in time...will be back by then...

i'm so excited cos...
he's very shuai4 k...
i always think he very shuai...maybe i can go n dig for his pic...

and the thing is... his wife is 3 years older than him...
ok la... cos although he's already 32 he still very cheeky type...
look boyish too... did i mention he's shuai4 too???
but too bad he didn't study hard la...so now his income qt unstable... just like his character..heard that he always job-hop...
maybe that's y he look for an older gf... can take care of him...

yep...so now i'm waiting to see his wife...
i wonder wat kind of woman does he like???


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Thursday, May 19, 2005



hey sorry ya....

photobucket loaded very slow yesterday...so can't upload the pic for u...

will try again k...
so meanwhile...read wat i've written lor...hehehe

btw... thanks those who care to listen to me....
thanks to those who r there when i need them...

though we rarely talk over the phone, but knowing that u'll be there to listen to me whenever i a breather is really enough...

hope that i'll be able to help u out when u do encounter any prob in future.... but hope u'll not need me...

and to moo...hope u'll read this when u return...

I MISS YOU!!! HAHAHA (for the entertainment of a special someone and also for moo la)
how i hope u can be here now to hear my grumbles too...heheehee...luckily u're nt in s'pore or else i'll pester u through the night...aiya...didn't ask u whether u wearing the moomoo ring or not... hope u did...must be enjoying urself in disneyland la...so shiok... waiting for ur present.... hahahaha

to the special someone.... is this entertaining enough??? hahahah...still think u shld blog too...otherwise who will entertain me in a few weeks time??? hehehehe....


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ok so another friend has bf...

and she's very proud of him...good...


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i didn't like her....

cos i feel that she's nt wat's she appears to be...
don't feel safe with her...

but i tot, y not give her a chance???
i did...

now....
...
...

i don't like her...

don't think i'll change my mind again...


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Sunday, May 15, 2005



went out for 9hrs today!!!! whew....my legs are aching though we spent most of the time sitting...hahahha...so paiseh...

so we spent abt 2 hrs in ding tai feng cos it was past lunch hours n nobody around so we took our time....talked crap... abt syf, co, work,dizi, uni, genting trip, alumni, people..... then the guy very cute n good la...kept asking us whether we want refill for our tea... hahaha...we really dring until gou ben man... at least 6 cups lor.... so hydrated...the small dragon bao is very nice!!!! and do u know y it's called xiao long bao???? cos it's wrapped by small dragon...get it??? xiao long bao de.... okok

then walked walked lor...shopping though din buy anything...

so we want to sit down again....so we had milk shake n cheese fries...oh man...sinful... nvm...so we gave moo the moomoo ring...hahahahaaa.... surprise rite...yep...we so thoughtful... so we cont to talk cont to say lame stuff...luckily jun din come....otherwise reach home so late...

ok so the photos are gone....but the memory will remain.... yep...so dont scold me already k...having headache liao...

and regarding the fish rite... actually wanted to pack up n go home already.... but u made me want to cont to wait for the fish to eat the bait... so.... so now the fishing rod is hovering around the water surface la... i'll hv to check whether there's fish in the water or not first b4 deciding whether to stay n lower the rod into the water.... and please....u dont hv to jump into the water to help me to see whether there's fish or not...may scare the fish away...yep... if the fish is hungry and want to eat e bait, it'll swim there...


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Thursday, May 12, 2005



人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,
学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的,
在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你;
最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,
偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?

没有人是故意要变心的,
他爱你的时候是真的爱你,
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。

当一个人不爱你要离开你,
你要问自己还爱不爱他,
如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开;
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐,
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,
就表示你已经不爱他了,
而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢?
爱不是占有,

如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏:
爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,
绝不能因为爱他,
就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你;
毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得;

你呢?找到了第几个?
茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?
谁又遇见了你?

谢谢。。。

虽然没开始, 但我仍然祝福你。=)


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一个人他让我在最后一分钟里选择了华乐
从此改变了我的一生

有时我真不知该感激他还是恨他
若他没出现
我可能会像在小学一样的沉默寡言
但因他的出现
我现在结交了很多好友

喜怒哀乐
他都曾经给过我
但乐多一点

结论是。。。。。。


我还是感激有他的出现
因为我得比失多!!!

谢谢!!!


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Wednesday, May 11, 2005



"actually i don't have many close friends... they dont understand me"
"isit??? hmm... maybe you didn't open up to them so they don't hv a chance to know u well enough... you must learn to relax and talk to your friends more often... "

会说别人,不会说自己。。。 。。。

也许我们都是同一种人。

很会保护自己的人。


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Monday, May 09, 2005



going to work seems to be a chore nowadays....
hasn't have a long break yet ever since A'level....
maybe i should....
hide somewhere n disappear for a period of time....
need to start afresh....
many things to sort out b4 i start uni life....
meditate...chant...sleep...
need a break badly....

but when can i quit??? i wonder....
asap please....

i'm tired....need lots of sleep....


there's just a little misunderstanding between e 2 of us...
asking him to come was meant to give u a surprise...
didnt expect it to turn out this way...

and i believe his wishes are Genuine...


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Sunday, May 08, 2005



i'm such a scheming person...now then i know....

sometimes being honest is so...plain...so...unpredictable...

for once...i become unpredictable for him....

he was caught unprepared...

i know he was guilty....his presence was to compensate me for wat he did....or rather din do....

now i feel guilty....

my heart is aching....now i understand wat pple mean when they say their heart ache... there's this sourness taste in your mouth n heart just feel so weak u want to collapse...

as i told him....i was disappointed more than angry....i really mean it....


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Thursday, May 05, 2005



《执迷不悔》
这一次我执着面对 任性地沉醉
我并不在乎 (这)是错还是对
就算是深陷 我不顾一切
就算是执迷 我也执迷不悔
*别说我应该放弃 应该睁开眼
我用我的心 去看去感觉
你并不是我 又怎能去了解
就算是执迷 我也执迷不悔*
我不是你们想的如此完美
我承认有时也会辨不清真伪
并非我不愿意走出迷堆
只是这次 这是自己(而)还是谁
要我用谁的心去体会
真真切切地感受周围
就算是痛苦 就算是泪
也是属于我的伤悲
我还能用谁的心去体会
真真切切的感受周围
就算疲倦 就算是累
也只能执迷(而)不悔


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Wednesday, May 04, 2005



lots of things happened during the past week...

1) yufang aka bearbear joined us at work...=)

2) 2 collegues were sacked causing much speculations n distress in our office... the atmosphere was tense...=(

3) my dad is back!!! yeah!!! really feel that my father spoilt us... cos when he's ard i can ask him to fetch me whereever place i want to go....but during the past 3 mths i sort of getting used to go everywhere on my own... and can get very sui xing at times(esp weekends) cos my mum would be either working or sleeping while my bro has his own prog...now that my dad is back i can't be as sui xing...need to accompany him.... =

4) getting more comfortable n easier to talk to him =p

5) looking at my dear juniors practising hard makes me remember the last syf.... all those old...no....err... not old k....the not so long ago days...yep...NOT OLD!!! kept going back cos i really want to be there to view the process n be able to understand wat they are going thru...sometimes the results really doesnt matters....it's the process...(bullshit la... who doesn't want a gold....and who doesnt want to be asked to perform on 7th july)

6) woke up at 5am on 3rd May to accompany my dear juniors to school.... it's been years since i crawl out of my bed so early... and the nite b4 i couldn't slp...not becos of syf la...maybe cos i slept in the afternoon...

7) our dearest NJCO made it again!!! wahahahaaa...okok so they got the gold they deserve n got to perform again on 7th july...oh man...i can understand their surprises k...it's like 2 years ago...opps...errr...it's like in the SYF not long ago...NOT LONG AGO!!!!

8) went to meet the guan yue and 1 daji n 1 xianyue for dinner... another sui xing decision... anyway it was enjoyable really...chatting with those seniors n juniors...taking pic...and listening to wong's lame jokes??? wah...really cold man.... =S

9)had a class outing...met up with those guys n gals...everyone look fine...ben is still as chatty...very excited to share his ns experience with us...teewei got the sph scholarship...congrats...wr n qc still very cool....dy is still with his gf... kervin gonna be sy junior in 2 yrs time... sally n i will be counterparts... maybe hj too... ys going nus...and oh...ys nice shoes u got there...haha...and went to cartel after our ktv... we were there watching mrs universe...stupid la...and critizing those woman... and irritate sy by commenting that she weigh 60kg....childish guys... but had a great time with them

10) had much more stuff to talk to him nowadays...it's so so..... comfortable....did i mention it b4??? okok...yar...okok...so i'm a bit forgetful la.... BUT I'M NOT OLD!!!! ok...chiao aka kiu/Q...and yongy!!!! I'M NOT OLD!!!! just a bit forgetful n emotional at times.... NOT OLD!!!! i'm only 19....u better don't laugh cos u going to be 19 soon too...

yep so u see.... it's been such a long week...and tml thur ... yeah!!!! weekends coming...n a fulfilling one too...sat going to eat buffet lunch...nite going imm to support marcus... sun morning alumni meeting(nv been so excited for alumni meeting..haha...maybe now we know each other better...)...evening going back to be a maid...cook dinner n hide in the room until all the aunties n uncles go home... or rather close the gambling den..hahaha.... hope my cousin n her son will come n entertain me..hehe...


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Monday, May 02, 2005



when ***** becomes our topic we will end up arguing... kept asking me to give up...but i can't...or rather...i don't want....yet.... i don't wish for fairytale ending...just wanna enjoy the process of my stupidity n sillyness..... as i said earlier, i know when to wake up....
i know u meant well n doesnt want me to follow ur footsteps... i know u're concerned...but i really don't wish to end the conversation this way...yes sometimes i'm overly excited...hahaha....but isn't his little things that make life interesting...there's the happy moments n those sad periods which we learnt to cope with our emotions n stuff...that's how we grow up...

let me be childish

let me dream

i'll wake up...when it's time to wake up


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okok...due to high demand for more of his photo i shall dedicate the entire entry to.....MOSES CHAN!!! actually it's high demand from ME la...okok...here it goes...........


once upon a time.... there lives an ordinary-yet-not-very-ordinary-dashing warrior...hahaha...he protect his country n showed loyalty to his country n people...

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the emperor was impressed with his skills n looks...thus he made him the empress

( Left is moses chan ; Right is bowie lin, the previos empress b4 moses came into pic)however as moses is too beautiful, the emperor spent day n night with her...him..thus neglected his people...after the contant pleading from his subjects, the emperor decided to offer moses a piece of white cloth n a cup of wine.... moses chose the wine cos he...she wants to die gracefully...


150 years later he's back to this beautiful world...



being ignorant n young, he has great dreams for the future

so...he started off as a model...with nothing much to look at...no looks no body...NOTHING but bones???



oh man...really young then...



then he branch off to acting... maybe he faced too many beautiful woman during work so he yi4 shi xiang bu kai n became qt gay....sad......



yep...luckily he xiang tong le...so no worries... he conc on his career for the time being n becomes such an all-rounded artist....



he can look like a village boy without looking like a country pumpkin




the intelligent look is also very attractive...hehehe...so smart



did i mention he's a good cook too??? he loves to eat n cook...that's y he's growing fat lately...but he only knows to cook western cusine..nvm...i can cook chinese food..=P

currently, the 34 years old moses is at his peak...career, looks, build, money, fans....he has everything an artist wants... something missing???yep...that is....





A WIFE!!!




okok...i'm not dreaming k... i'm not like aspiring to be his wife or something like tat la...nt that crazy yet....but his rumoured hirlfriend is bernice...that princess in jie da huan xi...and guess wat.......she has the same birthday as me!!!! but a few years older la.... heehehehe....



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