Friday, December 30, 2005
happy new year's eve eve peeps!
it's new year's eve eve...yar....hmmm...ahem....errr....yar.....ok....
i think coming online is getting meaningless.... no one to chat with....nothing much to see read n do... the game i want to play expired le....sianz.... n that stupid guy doesnt want to help me....
so it's end of year tml...wat do i hv to say to everyone? hmmm 1stly i would like to say 2005 has been a very fast year for me...the 1st half of the year was spent in nyp n also occupied with njco alumni stuff... then there's the taiwan trip...and finall is the start of my uni life...know so many new pple while still maintaining a close relationship with my old friends...i'm really glad n fortunate to find new friends like xx ks mit n yr....they really brighten my uni life..without them....hmm...i dont know how it will be...though we know each other for only 4mths? but it seems to be years..hahaha.... thanks ks for ur constant crapping n advices..thanks xx for listening to me when i needed a listening ear most...and of cos to help me test waters..wahaha... mit for providing companion during lec....yr for being my dear dear...hahaha... and nt forgeting my old friends...yx la..yz..cailing..wy...teewei...sally...hmmm who else? aiya alot alot la...(i think i miss out on 1 impt person...but nvm...)hahaha..thanks for all the entertainment when i needed them...and also all the help n time to listen to my problems n worries..hahah...and also for being so shang lian to listen to my lame jokes...they will only get more n more lame...
oh yar another major changes is i learnt to go shopping!! hahaha...yep..i think i mentioned this many times le..but i still want to say..all thanks to yongxin i begin my shopping career...muahaha...i'll be a professional personal shopper soon...yep...
feel so irritated today... my nails r too long for my liking...my bookshelves nt cleared yet...the menu for my birthday nt out yet... wat's my planner doing sia? plans for new year's eve nt settled yet(yar that's the thing manz...) and i'm getting more n more vulgar...sai4! but one happie thing...my bro says i'm cute..hohohoho..ay..x'mas over le..shld be...wahahaha..gong xi gong xi!!! lame...-_-
i'm savouring my beloved oyster omelette..nice! but abit oily...wanted to hv marmee...but too full le...think i gain some weight during the hols...haiz..no worry..i'll lose them when sch starts...cos no more tuition le..no more money le...will eat less...maybe i shld bring lunchbox to sch soon.... healthy living...
cailing came to place today... talk n talk...slp n slp..hahha..ermm the feeling is very at home a..even my maid knows her so well le... then she ask me to join her club...i stop n think for a moment...nope..i dont want..cos i love 男人...although they r the ones who always hurt me..but i still love them..wahahhaa..ok sounds abit despo..but hello it's the truth..i dont want to join her club...
on this quiet new year's eve eve...i shall give out a looooonnnnnggggg sigh....SSSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH..................................................
8:35 pm
Thursday, December 29, 2005
listening to jacky cheung's version of ai wo pie zuo...love me dont go...so i'm convinced by yongxin nt to celebrate my birthday in a di diao way...ok... it's all abt being impulsive..u cant plan n plan...if i hv to plan n lan i think i'll not celebrate at all...thanks to my birthday planner miss hong..hahahaa
i'm gg to dye my hair later..diy la..no tuition no money to spend on my hair...hopefully it will cover my grey hair...so exciting....i old le so much grey hairs lor..i think it's more than b4 le...cos i've been dyeing my hair so nv really go n observe how much grey hairs i really hv..but now that they are growing out...i can see them le...alot lor!!!
ermm...i realised that time in hall moves very fast....bu zhi bu jue 8hrs pass by us...really..so scary... hmmm xx..when r we gg to apply for hall?? faster ba...i'm looking forward to that short stay in hall..
4:05 pm
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
so i've decided...cos either way it may mean a brand new year for me..so yep...brand new year!
so we want to be in the same class after all..sorry ky...haha don't miss me..as i said call me if u miss me..haha...
x'mas spent with S01 n my dear xiao xiao mai cao..aka my god son..hahaha...he's very cute rite..yep..cos he's my god son...hahaha...so he became the centre attraction instead of the birthday boy mr lim...hehehe..thanks ben for the x'mas present..i needed a hp keychain too..i just lost mine...so we played mahjong...cannot stand teewei...beginner's luck lor...n it was funnny...the way he mistook the tiles n anyhow play...hmm...i want to challenge myself n play with some experts..any experts out there?!?! n willing to play at a cheap cheap rate...ermm maybe 10 cent 20 cents..can lose alot le lor...plss...
hols over soon..so fast..1mth le..nt enough..i still want to slack...y cant we cont to be like this? very simple...cos we need to be busy n tired to be able to appreciate the slackness n freedom of holiday...yep... haiz next sem class no shuai ge...sadness...
too many pple know le..cannot stand it...argh...
1:43 am
Saturday, December 24, 2005
it's christmas eve...
i woke up feeling sad n depressed...
my mum n dad are working...my brother went out to play soccer...
no nice hot breakfast... i can't taste my breakfast...everything taste so bland due to my prolong flu n cough...
renovation work are being carried out upstairs...so this x'mas eve isn't that quiet afterall...
something is missing this x'mas....excitment? frens? family? wat is missing.... or maybe cos i've something additional...my sickness...
haiz....just talked to wy on the phone...somehow it made me more depressed... maybe sch shld start earlier so that i can start conc on my studies.... pain...ouch...
i don't know wat i want to do now...i'm bored i'm sianz...but i don't want to go out... i've nothing to do online...but i want to come online... i want to watch love generation...but the more i watch the more sad i get... i want to spend money...but i've no money to spend...
maybe i shld just get back to slp...
merry christmas...eve...
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here are some quote i come across...
the past is there to remember, not to cling on to....常常抱着那古怪的自尊心， 是永远得不到幸福的。失去的东西有多重要，是很难理解的。除非你失去了。。。
11:16 am
Friday, December 23, 2005
so i went back to rvhs today...
so i'm not suppose to wear slippers into rvhs..even when i dont look sloppy...even if my sandals arent slippers...
so phang is already 43!!n he bought a new car...yes it's subaru...
so chenlao really has a gf...she's a material engineering grad...she's miss ong teaching sci..hehehe... n i know abit of the story behind them..if u're concern u can ask me another day...no wonder no time to meet us for lunch la...no wonder... he's 33 she's 28 or 29...they're very sweet... their relatinoship makes me wonder whether it's true that when one gets older the expectation gets lower? as in u just want to find someone who loves u n whom u love in return...isn't that my current expectation? opps..hahah..ok la..i feel that there shouldnt be too much expectations...and this applies not only to relationships..it shld apply to everything...the higher the expectation..the more stress u hv...the worst u'll fare..the more disappointment u'll get... just like wat teewei says..it's already very difficult to find someone u'll love..and for the person to love u in return it's even more difficult... and we to increase the difficulty by adding on those expectations...u can forget abt finding that person...
so i'm qt old le...the juniors are still worried abt their holiday hw n which jc to go while here i am enjoying my holidays till i'm so sick n wonder wat kind of job do i want in future...
talking abt being sick..i think my cough n flu hv worsen... and now my good brother just open that pkt of lays to tempt me....argh...i dont care... i'm gonna eat the chips...yummy...hehehe..i can feel an ulcer on its way le...
today i officially start watching love generation...not bad..qt funny..hehe...and he's shuai4...
today is x'mas eve eve...tml is x'mas eve...the day after tml is x'mas... shld be staying at home le ba..unless last min hv frens to ask me out... maybe it's time for me to clear my rm..all those notes...it's time to give way for the new year's notes...throw throw throw!!!
9:23 pm
Thursday, December 22, 2005
"The beauty of her, lies in her simplicity."
"Go date an amoeba then. Can't get simplier than that."
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nick gave me this website..so cute...must go n see ok...
http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien.htm
1:37 pm
christmas is coming...new year coming...marcus birthday coming...my birthday coming...my dad's birthday coming...chinese new year coming...ahhh one more impt event too....ks birthday coming...valentine coming....ermm...my mum's birthday coming...then i don't know le...
this year's christmas is exceptionally quiet for me...if not for ben's birthday cum S01 x'mas celebration i think i'll be spending the long weekend at home apending more time with my long neglected TV...sorry dear... but the thought of me staying at home on a sat night is qt weird esp when all my sat ever since the end of my paper have been spent outside the place call home... actually my cousin ask me to go to her fren's club on x'mas eve... but i'm nt in the least interested to go clubbing... ask me out anyone...hehehe...
i'm thinking of revamping my blog once again... some women cut their hair change their looks when something big happens in their life...i change my blog layout...hehehee... but no worry la nothing happened to me..just that when i woke up this morning i seem to see through an issue le..and i tot i shld move over to the next phase le...so yep..a change of mood...
i bought a pink hairband!!! aiyo..i nearly typed handband...then i stop to think wat's handband..hahaha..okok that's lame... yep i like my pink hairband..it's hotpink...i love it very much..i'm wearing it now even though i dont need it to keep my hair in place...
ok i'm bored...that's why i've been blogging regularly..
12:26 pm
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
我的脸红得像一粒番茄
不是因为我要变成周杰伦的女主角
不是因为我化妆
不是因为他
因为。。。。。。。。
我病了。
最终我不是一个superwoman。。。
the lack of slp n rest n preoper food for the past few days had taken its toll on me..i'm sick...sore throat, flu, cough, no voice, headache...wat's next? fever? most prob...but i'm trying hard to prevent it... haiz i thought i can take care of myself very well...but... well my maid cooked fish head curry for dinner today..and I CAN'T EAT!!! i'm so angry with myself...i want my lady's fingers...*sigh...i think i'll just hv to settle with the fish porridge my brother volunteered to buy for me...awwww....it's so sweet of him to do so...thank you brother! i shall dedicate my display to u till i'm well again...yeah! actually when one is sick simple gestures like cooking a simple fare or just buy a pkt of porridge will be so sweet n make that person touched already...i'm contented...
i've gained some insights from this alumni chalet...i shall talk more abt the chalet some other day...but i've decided not to think anymore..no more guessing game for me...i shall just sit back n wait for things to happen...i'm sick i'm tiredd i'm sad...i've no strength to carry on le...
8:02 pm
Monday, December 19, 2005
没鱼的海，会很空白，没冰红茶，夏天不要来，
我的世界因为有了你，没有风，也摇摆，想要飞，快跟我来，
what can i do我的爱，碰到了你，坏不起来，
what can i do你的人，像泡面，无所不在，
what can i do装可爱，还是要，说个明白，
what can i do，我爱你，可不可以，你也很巧的爱上我
没车的路，会很奇怪没人比赛，操场say byebye，
我的世界因为有你，没有风，也摇摆，
想要飞，快跟我来，
what can i do，我的爱，碰到你，坏不起来，
what can i do，你的人，像泡面，无所不在，
what can i do装可爱，还是要，说个明白，
what can i do，我爱你，
可不可以你也很巧的爱上我?
such a cute song with very interesting lyrics...simple...but touches my heart...oh manz..i'm blushing again...u know y..haha...
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results are out..i'm sad that i dont hv a single A...but i'm glad i dont hv to dabao...ok i'm contented... my only regret is i din get an A for ah hock's paper...sigh...y like this...
tml is njcoaa..hope everyone will enjoy themselves..alumni exco is there to facilate gatherings n connect those who have graduaed with the current batch of juniors....we hv no extra privileges...no cca points..no money or watsoever...so basically we're doing the dirty job... so y be in the exco? it's to have more fun tog... all those meetings may sound boring...but when we're doing those things for alumni n njco we were actually also enjoying.... u get closer to the seniors whom u may nv even talked to back in njco..so everything is cool...okok i shall write more abt my feelings for alumni towards AGM...hehe..
i can still remember the smell...oh manz..i hope it will nt go away...
10:28 pm
Sunday, December 18, 2005
i'm not a superwoman...i need to rest...seriously...
in need of slp slp n slp....and maybe a shoulder to lean on n an arm to cling on to when i'm tired... xx makes a great choice...as of now....
thanks mit for ur very early x'mas present...i'll finish the puzzle once my eye bag is gone...that's when i've enough slp... but i'll keep it in my rm instead of doing what u want me to do...
everything seems to be like a dream... the words u said contradict with ur actions...was i dreaming? if i'm dreaming i hope this dream will nv end.... i can't forget that feeling...the smell...yes i can feel my heart beating...but i wasn't breathing....
你把我推得越高，我将会伤的更重。
10:44 pm
Friday, December 16, 2005
i understand that there's times we're unhappy or unsatisfied with our looks n personality...but i believe that everyone is beautiful n special in their own ways...so stop thinking of being another person whom u aren't...and stop thinking abt changing ur looks...u're not that ugly ok....u taking this plastic surgery thing abit too far le...
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i have been having strange dreams again these few nights...but they are nt nightmares...in fact...they are qt sweet..hehehe...hmmm but i dont remb them le...i only know it was an enjoyable dream...
如果这一切是梦，我也认了。因为我真得开心， 这已足够了。
11:48 pm
Thursday, December 15, 2005
perhaps love was great...at least up to my expectations... music was so-so only except for that shi zhi jie kou... costumes are colourful n glittery... the actors vocals...ermm...i think zhou xun n jacky are great...as for takeshi...i hv my reservation...yep...story plot wise is good...the way the director present the past n present was tastefully done..actors acting skills is grade A..all 3 main lead actors n actress are great..really...jacky very good..abit scary at time... wat else...oh the popcorn was great! hahaha..cos i can finally eat a box of all salted popcorn le! everytime go watch movie with my family n friends i must mix salted with sweet popcorn...then i'll hv to dig n dig for the salted ones...this time no need le!
marina sq cinema nt bad sia..the sound system good...it's abit small but i like it...it's like the tampines mall cinema..small but very good... can go there n watch in future...but i wonder y marina sq must turn the air-con till so cold...we almost froze lor...need to go out n thaw...hahhaa!
i'm qt tired...been out almost whole day for the past few days... alumni meetings n set up blog...mahjong n chitchat with cl...movie n walking ard suntec...tired physically n mentally...seriously need some slp n time with my dear tv whom i've neglected for the past week...then sat we're going to kaifang...haha..n also velebrate yusui birthday...busy busy...next week still hv alumni chalet..nt to mention that i've to change my IT class...hope kok yew will change...xx persuade him to change k...i dont want to be the odd one...n results soming out soon le.....okok dont talk abt it...
we were at carrefour then at the ladies section..then there's this makeup box with those makeup la...so yd was curious abt those things so being half an expert after watching the 女人我最大 i tried to explain to him wat's each thing for...when it comes to eyeliner i just cant explain wat's it is for...how come pple will think of drawing a line on ur eye hor? hmmm..smart pple...hahhaa...then he cant accept why there must be so many colours for lip gloss n lip sticks...ermmmm diff colour lor...we like diff colours...it's the same with nail polish...hehehe...that's girls...guys will nv understand...just like how girls cant understand y guys can spend hours on the com game...n ginoring everything happening ard them...scary lor...okok guys are frm mars n women are from venus...
oh yar there's this 2 ntu biz yr 1 guys on the train just now...throughtout the whole mrt ride they kept talking abt uni stuff n those timetable stuff n studies la...aiyo...they are so boring...hols le still talk abt sch...dont they hv a life? they dont hv anything else to talk abt le? so sad leh... sorry la i couldnt help but to laugh... they kept talking abt the grp A n grp B stuff...stupid lor...it's been half a year le yet they r still discussing abt that?! hello?! i wanted to ask yd abt some ge stuff also dont daree...dont want to let th discover that i'm frm ntu biz too..dont want...
[ ：：爱 没有：：恨 没有：：抓 不来：：甩 不掉：：]
11:46 pm
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
went for a mahjong session today..it's fun...haha...but we lost abit...but the thing abt mahjong isnt entirely abt wining...it's abt reducing wat u will lose...chim..haha...
joan n her bf are so cute...they look so xingfu... really sweet leh...must congrats joan for giving the guy(ermm...cailing i forgot his name again...haha...) and herself a chance...
hv been very busy these few days...need to contact so many pple...s01 gathering la...alumni chalet la...so many events...i'm popular...hahaha...ok la..i'm enjoying it though, meeting diff pple everyday...life is fulfilling...if only it can remain as it is now... but sch is starting soon n results out soon..aiya watever... wat may come will come...let's welcome it with an open heart...
ok my timetable is out..5 days week..shld i change to 4 days? if i say no now i think xx will kill me...i'll try to persuade kok yew to change too k then nt so weird...surely he will nt mind a 4 days week? and one more thing...if i take malay my tue n thur will be till 7.30pm! sianz...i want to stay hall leh but hall 16 is so ex while the other halls hv no vacancy....and i'm so lazy to go to SAO to apply...haiz..it's like on the mt top...xx when shall we go back n apply...must earn money...cant depend on parents for money...haiz...irritating...
ok enough for my own blog..i shall now try to do the njcoaa blog..otherwise boss will wonder y am i taking so long to do one simple blog...btw njco alumni blog add is
www.njcoaa.blogspot.com yep...so njco peeps do visit it for latest updates!!!
10:07 pm
Thursday, December 08, 2005
in another 22 hrs i'll be leaving singapore...but everything is nt done yet...i havent packed my laggage...dont know wat clothes to bring... dont know who i'm sharing rm with...dont know wat flight n the flight time...(ok i just found out it's 10pm flight...but still dont know flight number..hehehe)... dont know where to go in bangkok(though my cousin has planned most of it le la)... aiyo...r u sure i'm gg overseas?
i'm nt abit tired even though i slept at 6am this morning n woke up at 11 plus n was woke up by mit's frequent calls to ks n also ks stupid call at 8.11am!!! yesh!! and guess wat he asked me to do? ask me to go toilet...he very good...he better becareful when he crosses the rd...i'm nt cursing him...better dont curse him..the other time i curse him will fall sick n he really did!!! hehehe...
so we chatted n played with the amazing marscara..oh manz i nv know that my eye lashes can be that long n curl...oh manz...it's magic! must buy that n play le..hahaha...
then we go hall lor...got the love generation vcd from nick...thanks nick n sorry too for making u wait for me...feel so bad...he's such a nice guy...he went to borrow love generation for me when i told him i nv watched that...so nice...n i regreted nt getting a ride from him...i ended up walking back n fro hall 7 n hall 3 and that stupid bus stop...all thanks to twiny..but i forgive u..hahaha...cos i understand ur kuxin to just spend that extra few min with him....hehehe...
nxt i went to hall 15 to deliever yx present...hey see i so wei da ok...went all the way there to give u ur presnt...must cherish it ok...must hug it to slp every night ok...i'll do spot check...
next sat ks n mit book a hotel rm..yes hotel rm...hehe..kai fang...then the usual gang of us gg there to stay for the night...hmm maybe we shld pangsei them n let them hv romantic night tog hor...hahaha..i bet mit will kill us... welll we've many plans for that night...but i bet it's another slpless night..oh manz...my eyebag!! not that i very ai mei...but seriously..i can see my eyebag growing...argh... must slp early...
last of all...
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YONGXIN!!! u're 1 yr older le...hahaha...
one more thing!!! dont miss me too much ok!!! just think of me b4 u slp will do...i'm easily contented...
12:51 am
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
4.22am...此时此刻的我不知应该生气，伤心或累。。。 只觉得心里很不舒服。。。
桌上的那杯茶
还好我没喝完
喝完。。。
可是我似乎已有点上瘾了。。。
原来茶的咖啡因真的比咖啡还多。。。 我想我需要转喝牛奶了。。。
4:21 am
tml the gals will be coming for a slpover...seriously speaking i'm nt a good host...so hope they will entertain themselves...ok?!?!
feeling very full now... the pizza nt digested yet i think...hahaha...that day was kfc today is pizza hut...or maybe i'm pregnant...kept wanna puke...hahaah...cant be the pizza cos i've eaten that for 8hrs le...but...okok...3 entries in a day...there's nt alot...i think i'll hv more tml when i wake up..esp when my bro will nt be ard..wahahaha...the com is mine!!
3:18 am
HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES A GIRL:
1. The guy will try to make you laugh.
2. He'll flirt with you when he can.
3. He might try to show off around you.
4. He'll help you out, if you ask for it.
5. He'll stick up for you when you need it most.
6. He'll be friendly to you and all your friends.
7. He might call you for no good reason.
8. He might make fun of you, in a joking way.
9. He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible.
10. He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face.
HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES A GUY:
1. The girl will laugh at all your jokes.
2. She'll stare at you with a smile on her face.
3. She'll ask you who you like, continuously.
4. She might try to make you jealous.
5. She'll beg that you do everything for her.
6. She might start talking to your friends.
7. She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.
8. She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.
9. She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you.
10. She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.
hehehe...how true isit?
2:57 am
Monday, December 05, 2005
做人不要太执著。。。 要学会放开手
sometimes we must learn to put things down...
for example u like someone but that someone doesnt like u...then u must learn to put him down n cont ur life...y hold on to him when he doesnt like u n ended up making ur life miserable for yourself n also for the pple who do truly care abt u? 学习放下是最难得吧。。。一旦放下了，一切就会变得简单多了。。。
当我们要忘记一个人时，我们会不断告诉自己：“我要忘记他！”可是你就在那一瞬间又记起了他。 忘记一个人的诀窍并不是不断地告诉自己去忘记他。有一个办法就是不要去执著， 到外面看看认识更多人， 时间会让你放下他， 只要你肯去忘记他。
最近我常常在不知不觉中露出了笑容。。。他们说这是充满甜蜜的笑容。。。 我说这是我凭空想象出来的笑容。。。 请大家高抬贵手。。。不要太早下定论。。。
11:58 pm
