2nd entry for the day! was waiting for my mum when i saw a strange couple standing in front of jec this afternoon... both hv real short hair... so i took a closer look... OMG! it's a gay couple!!! guy A put his hand ard the guy B's waist who was playing psp... then guy B put his head on guy A's shoulder!!!! JINGBAO or not!!!
and the most most unbelivable thing is... they are both v young! abt 15-17 i think... definitly hasnt experienced ns kind... and they were doing all that in front of JEC... how cool la!
i wonder whether they are just being close or they r really gay... but would any guy do that with ur other guy friend? maybe in private when u're talking abt some matters of the heart, but in the public? in a society like s'pore, i doubt so... i can see some male readers nodding already...
guess how i was feelnig when i saw that? i was laughing... really laughing cos i tot it's so funny... do the young boys really know what is their gender preference at this stage? or they are influenced by the movies screened recently such as brokebacks n ehhh summer wat ah? hahaha i watch until i forgot the title... but u know wat i'm referring to ba...
although those shows are R21 shows, however their promotion effort doesnt stop in the cinema... when they promote the movie, the masses will be reached, including those little kids... so even though they din get to watch the movies, they are already exposed to the idea of homosexuality... and since they r unable to go to the cinema to watch these movies, they became more curious abt tat idea n went on to explore this topic through practical hands-on... if only they are as diligent with their sch work...
n soon, rainie's new show will be here to promote homosexuality too... wat lilies ah... hmm i'm nt so keen to go n watch this movie actaully... i prefer to watch gay movie than les movie.. hahaha!
i'm nt against gays... just that i hope those who are gay are genuinely gay (meaning they really like male n nt female) but not because they are influenced by the movies n the idea of being in time with the trend of being gay (as promoted by the many such movies produced in the last few yrs)
be brave to fight for ur love, it's nt ashame to be gay... but if u're really nt a gay, pls dont be a gay... otherwise i'll hv less choices to choose from...
nope, i'm nt promoting for gatsby... i just love Takuya Kimura! he's so cute n charming n sexy! he's nt exactly handsome but he just has the charm! thus, this prove that charming guys are much valuable than handsome guys!!
ENJOY!
i think he look qt gay in this video, but still... SEXY!
tot i would spend tonight as a couch potato... then my colleague asked me out shopping! yeah we went vivo cos it's the nearest mega shopping centre near my office. went secret recipe to eat some v v v sinful food... till now i still feel v guity for eating that plate of creamy baked penns w prawns... plus i share a chilled blueberrry cheesecake with her... the thot of it is making me puke.. i'm seriously considering whether to go toilet n puke out my dinner...waste money...
initially wanted to go n shop shop, but my colleague wants to take a look at wedding bands cos she gg to rom in july... oh manz, we saw a v v v v nice wedding band in tianpo!!! but once again, i prove that my fingers are just not suitable to wear ring... it's just weird... but there's this wedding band which, acc to the salesperson, will look good on any girls finger... woohoo! n he's right! cos it's really v v nice with crusted diamonds ard that ring... n the material used is rose gold nt the yellow gold...v nice! (note how many v nice i used)
shopping for wedding bands w my colleague made me yearn for the day i shop for my own wedding bands too... but i realised that all wedding bands look the same.. sama sama... i want to hv something special... hmm a ring made of straw..hahaha! my bf must weave a ring for me... yea! hmm but can i add some diamonds on it? diamond also can... at least 30pts...
with ref to my previous previous entry...i would like to say that my fren is nt tat materialistic.. she's just being practical n i thin i can understand her stand on this... it's nt abt how much money u hv but whether u can provide for the family we're gg to form in future... if u dont even seem to hv the right attitude n the potential to do so, then forget abt it... i dont want to end up being misery in that marriage... that's wat she's thinking... in short, she's looking for a man who is responsible nt just to himself but also to her n their family, a man who will pamper her, a man who loves her enough to slog for this family...
actually i dont hv much to blog abt... but for the sake of yx, i'll hv to squeese something out to blog...
was talking to my colleague who is 24 this yr (initially she lied to me tat she's 23..diaoz...) m'sian n getting married on 7th july this year (7th july is a very good day to get married cos nt only is it 070707, the chinese calendar also says it's a good day...) she was telling me when guys want to chase after her, she will make sure they will spend alot on her..esp if he guy is rich... even when she goes out with her normal guy fren, they will offer to pay for meals, movie n even the stuff she bought... cos they can afford to.. but on the other hand if the guy is v poor, for eg still serving ns, she will offer to even pay for the guy... so she's nt the v bad kinda girl...
then i old her, i almost always go dutch with guys whom i go out with, n in fact i even treat them to either movie or dinner at times when i feel like it... hahaha (i sound like some rich tai tai..make me happy n i'll tip u well..hohoho) no la, sometimes easily mah..i buy movie tic, u buy dinner... dont look awful sitting there calculating how much to divide... so she scolded me.. "ben4... yao xue hua nan ren de qian mah..." hmm....
yar it's easy to let guys pay everything...realli... cos unless ur name is goh tee wei, usually the guys will nt chase after u for the money he paid for dinner or the movie... (opps! no la..kidding only... tw will treat us when his mood is good too...)it's just a matter of u want or nt... it's nt that i dont want, but i dont feel good doing that... pple also worked for their money, nt as if the money dropped from heaven, tat's y unless the guy's family is super rich (like kerv's) otherwise i dont like them to treat me... i'll feel guilty n i'll remember that i owe this person a meal which i'll repay in future...
also, my colleague said her friends hv a few impt criteria when looking for bf or husband... it's the cliche n i've nt heard abt it lately 5Cs... yep.. car, condo (actually no need condo la, as long as hv house they ok le) i was like realli ah... still go for such material stuff ah... my colleague din say anything much except the usual " u'll understand it in future"
ok. till then, i guess i'll nt understand it. cos if i do, i think i.... would hv made a decision...
so... anyone volunteer to give me a treat?? i'll try my very best nt to return u the money... i try...
my blog is nt lonely k... it's suppose to be happening n high! ok maybe i made it sound v depressing at times... but it's nv lonely k... esp when i hv zhong shi fans like yx n wy! but wy has been lagging...so i kick her out of my blog fan club for the moment... tat's all for tonight... nitez... miss ya
body scrub, face scrub, trim my nails n eyebrow... woohoo! feel fresh once again...
i love my short nails... but as i was cutting my nails, i've a bad feeling abt my pinkie toe... the nail seems to be qt loose... i've a feeling tat it will drop out if it experiences some major impact... haiz... all because of that pair of heels i wore for my bm214 presentation... lack of blood flow, then it became blue black.. then now threaten to come off... SCARY!
today the show finished le.. haiz... i dont like this kind of ending... i want the show to go on n on n on.... though the show is so propaganding, but it's so romantic... i luv the Hanns n Carmen story... though Carmen is v kelian initially but Hanns is so sweet... hehehehe... but he has no looks...but urs truely here dont mind abt looks... yep!
i've not been blogging... felt a need to update my blog on this sunday night since i'm usually qt tired after work on weekdays... t hmm...
it's N night tonight! Nostalgic night!
i'm playing cao meng's(grasshopper) song as i'm typing this entry... what's the reason leh? cos the songs played on ALL the radio's stations in singapore are like shit... haiz... sunday night is the worst night (cos it's mon tml...) n yet they still dont help us to make this night better... but after listening to the first track, i decided to switch to my itunes for MAYDAY's songs!!!
next sat i have a date... hehehehe... i'm so excited abt the date... it's a date with ah shin!!!! woohoo! hahahaah (ok i bet someone is cursing me after reading this..) We're gg to the MAyday's concert!!!! so now i need to do some preparation for the concert.. gg to go thru all their songs first... but i'm worried that i'll be v tired that day since i hv to work on sat... hmm maybe i can fake mc ah... hahahaha! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- do u listen to your heart or to your brain? take for example u won in a lucky draw, for this grand prize, u get to choose between a barbie doll which cost 50 bucks and an ordinary YY doll that resemble the one u lost when u were young (but v cheap de la... 10 bucks).... which would u choose? my brain is telling me to choose that barbie doll while my heart tells me to choose the YY doll... yea, the barbie doll is v nice... v ex... even better looking... but then u dont feel for it... u dont even feel like hugging it... the ordinary YY doll may nt cost as much n not look as nice, but u just like it... follow ur heart or brain?
i follow neither... both also dont want, give the chance to someone whose brain n heart have he same choice
peifen is so powerful... what she wrote is exactly what i hv in mind too... remember tony told takeshi he enjoys drinking because the alcoholic drinks are awful to drink... what logic is that i wonder...
but everyone why everyone is in love or looking forward to it when it comes along with lots of pain n tears?
because the happiness that love brings far exceed the pain?
watching movie is no longer the same again... i miss that feeling...
I have a bad habit. I always look far far away when I'm looking for something without realising that the thing I'm looking for is just right in front of me.
i was looking for my menicure set... i search my drawers and shelves n baskets... i even check my bedside... but it's actually on the table, sitting just right in front of me... but i nv seen it till i took a step back...
opportunties are placed in front of u v often... but we nv take notice of it cos we're aiming for something bigger n higher... after wasting so much time on those unreachable things n dreams, u finally realise n settle on what is in front of u...
maybe i shld start to take a step back... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i really hope today is the last time such thing will happen... i hate this feeling... i hate doing things alone... i hate having no one to discuss my work with... i hate hving tat fyp behind my back n yet nobody cares... i'm too tired to care while boss is too far to care... like tat how to meet the target we agreed?
i hate the feeling of being in an office whole day n do work... then ur eyes will glue to the clock hoping time will zoom pass u... but why would we want time to pass by faster? life is so short already... sometimes i just feel that time in office are so wasted...
after a talk with her... i dont know if this is good or bad... the angel n devil are argueing... i know she's nt a simple person anymore... shall be more careful...
sorry... i can't help it... but i need to exclaim this...
NICK YAU, I LOVE YOU!!!! he's just so cute... on the surface he appears to be so nonchalant and cold... but deep inside he's passionate... how can u not like someone like nick yau? (notice tat i kept writing nick yau? just in case someone bhb n think he's the nick i'm referring to... wahahaha!)
haiz... the show end le... i'm so sad... i'll miss nick.... yau....
2 people asked me am I alright ytd... i wonder why? what was it that i said or did that give them the idea i'm not alright? hmm.. just abit tired with work and unhappy with the fact that i only have 1.5 day to play every week... now i understand why the govt do away with 5.5 working days n go for 5 working days... working on sat is totally a waste of time and super unproductive!!! but other than this unhappiness, i've no complains...
1 wk had passed just like that... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "You may have romantic matters on the brain, but it looks like the stars are serving up a more work- or career-oriented day. Do what you can to get focused. Accomplish a lot now and get extra playtime later!"
this is what my horoscope said...hahaha! yar so now i shall go back to my competitors analysis and conc on looking for photographers... didnt know photographers earn that much... to help my boss save money i may render my service to the company.
Help... i'm falling aslp on a rainy monday morning in my small office, infront of my lappy and 1 hr to lunch... without the boss ard yet... they will be back soon... I've not seen my supervisor for 5days already!
ok i'm talking crap... btw pls visit http://njco.onedegnorth.com/ for the latest update on the post SYF activities!
impulse buying rulez! not me this time round, but my colleagues who are enjoying their virgin shopping experience.... i've seen for myself what is impulse buying once again... look at the picture, the design looks nice.. the price is right... BUY! hahahaha i'm so paiseh for they are burning a small hole in their wallet after my introduction to online shopping...but they enjoy leh!
i shall nt participate in this online shopping... recently i learn a new theory... read abt this guy who say he rather nt eat anything if the food is nt nice n reserve the calories for better food... similarly, i shall refrain from buying things online since i dont really like them n save the money for better n nicer things which i like v v much...
work is tiring... shopping too.. i'm tired on a sat morning... yawnz...
were there times when u find urself smiling for no particular reason? hahaha i did today... was playing mayday's song on my hp n walking thru the garden around my hse, i saw some little kids play at the court...they are so cute n innocent.. plus the nice song, i can't help but to smile! feel so stupid smiling at myself... but it feels great! (btw i actually forgot that i'm gg to watch mayday's concert!!!! then when i heard the music then i remembered...woohoo! it's coming soon!)
then at night when i log on n found this on youtube... hahaha... i smile again... thanks to my dear juniors who have given me such sweet memories...
was on the way home w my colleague when she commented on the bus tat as one grows older, we become unhappier..
how can it be so? when one gets older, we owns more n more things... hv more money, more freedom and more decision rights... so why are we unhappy?
i told her it's cos it's getting harder and harder for us to make us happy... we were young, a small toy will make us super happy.. like my nephew, if u give him the doraemon orchard magnet, he will be super happy... but he wants suntec city n esplanade now...(get the hint everyone???)
as we get older, we hv more, that's why we need more to satisfy us and make us happy... a $20 bag no linger gives us the thrill... maybe a $200 bag ba...
it's because of this increasing difficulty to achieve happiness that cause people to work even harder, thinking that we will find comfort and happiness with more money and higher status at work... but they fail to realise that happiness is v simple... it can just be an outing to sentosa on a sat afternoon that makes everyone happy n glad (but if u can minus that glaring sun, it will be double fun)
maybe that was why my bosses gave me weird stares when i told them i've not made any LT plans yet... partly because i'm still in the midist of finding myself... also, i find no pt in making LT plans... wat'll come will come... u study mkting now but u end up doing other stuff... so wth shld we plan for so long? u dont know how long u'll live anw... i prefer ST plans...
u nv know if u would be crushed to death by a falling tree while walking on the street...
this is an entry for the sake for of blogging... though i hv a notebook all by myself, n my boss nt v good w computers... but i still dun dare to use msn... but i can surf blogs!!! so pple pls entertain me thru blogs... i need lots of creative juice for my job.. so i guess i'll be taking lots of walk ard my office to get inspirations...
oh yar.. i wonder y all females bosses like to wear that kind of clothes... i wonder.. maybe i shld buy those clothes so that i can be boss too! yeah!
tml is the start of pa!!! i'm qt scare... cos also dont know wat to expect... hope it will be good... though the exterior qt ulu n dirty n messy... but dont judge a person by its appearance k...
i've no mood to blog le... if u want to know more abt the syf, log on to www.njco.onedegnorth.com haiz... i'm hving some serious prob trying to get all the pic n audio files up there...headache sia...
i got boss departure date mixed up...argh... throw face... i lost the sense of time n date... today supposed to meet tsh at 12noon at je interchange... end up i woke up at 1150am... qiang or nt!!! then quickly wash up n get changed... reached je at 1210pm... nt bad la...
went jp long john silver to eat... start of nightmare.. almost finish my food le then a grp of sec sch students sitting beside us suddenly kept pointing at us... i tot they playing a prank on us... then i realised NO! they are trying to help us... there's a super big xiao qiang climbing beside me... hahahaha i was still so calm n cont to eat my food ignoring that xiao qiang while tsh first reaction was to grab her drink n bag n ran off leaving me behind starin at the xiao qiang... i was nt affected by it until it fell from the top... oh manz.. i ran away... n call the manager...
i could hv complained... but suan le la... i finished my food le...just run off ba... but tsh kept telling me the xiao qiang must hv grown up in long john and how dirty it could be in the kitchen... forget it... outside food is nv clean...
tml syf le.. hv to wake up at 7am... when was the last time i woke up so early??? 2mths ago??? i really hope tml i'll be in for a shock... NJCO, stun me!!! i'm excited..
anw, that person is like a ghost haunting me...i hate it... let me go if u nv meant it...
today had our first formal meeting with our fyp supervisor... we did alot of preparation b4 we, or rather i, dare to look for her... i know she's v strict so i want to make sure we are well prepared to go n meet her... in the end she's qt happy w us... luckily we were prepared =) a good start, hopefully it will stay so...
after the meeting when to take pic at PIC for the resume portal... nothing interesting other than boss super pink shirt n his pinky tie which got me laughing for qt a while... dont understand y he likes pink so much... anw, pink n grey is the best combi!
after that we walk to cant a with tsh...she meeting her fren... guy de... nt bad looking wor, but abit short... hahahaha! just as we were waiting for the bus, our stupid boss realised tat he left his wallet at PIC which is at S3!!! he can go n die... in the end i hv to accompany him n walk all the way from cant a busstop to s3... good exercise...
board the bus we cont to talk abt fyp... then we saw tsh w her boy de fren on the bus too!!! so qiao!!! we dont understand how come we can be on the same bus...
reached jp, boss want to eat crystal jade... ask tsh along she doesnt want, say crystal jade ex ( in the end she went to eat subway.. the price sama sama leh... i think price is just an excuse... she just want to hv some time alone w the guy.. dont want boss n i to disturb)
after that boss went to collect his so-call wu sey spec... ok lor.. at least better than his previous one... then we went to take train... when the train reached je, we saw tsh on the same train n same cabin w us!!! so qiao again!!! this is scary manz...
my fyp grpmates!
anw, boss was saying guys must hv sey... must be abit bad bad de, like tat girls will like... hahahhaa... ok la.. i do agree girls like bad guys but then deep inside must be good... so it's just the sey which is bad but the person himself is good de... but then again, i also believe that everyone out there will hv someone who appreciates them.. so yar.. just be yourself...
haiz.. in another 19 hrs, boss will be leaving s'pore for xi'an le... i will miss him de~~~ cos usually he will be the one doing the difficult part of the work... hehehehe... well, he better hv internet connection in china n cont to do some work for fyp while in china... otherwise... i'll be so stress... we promise to finish the lit review by aug!!!! n also will miss his suaning n his threats to 'pa'(slap) me (which he did today... nearly quarrel w him over this)n also his challenge to beat his minesweeper high score... i will train hard during this period de!
haiz.. abit envious... cos i could be like him, preparing to go to xi'an in a day's time... but then maybe i'll be yi yi bu she... hmm if given a choice, i still think i would hv prefer to go for this attachment rather than to stay in s'pore... but it's too late to say all these le... nvm, like wat looney said, maybe it's like this for a reason... everything happens for a reason rite... so maybe i'll find some shuai ge in rasel.. woohoo! (just joking la.. i dun like shuai ge... but i can intro to yz... she likes...hahaha!)
10wks later, we shall know whether this arrangment by fate for me to stay in s'pore is better afterall...
it's as if i drank 2 glasses of red wine... or 2 shots of pure vodka
this was how i felt when i was on my way home from cck to je... i really felt like dying... my whole body aching my mind nt in a clear state.. it doesnt help when my heels are giving me prob n the weather is so super humid... oh yar n apparently cck interchange hving some construction gg on such tat i can see the mrt track above me yet i dont see where the station is... how great rite... so i walked here n there just to find the station... so malu...
haiz... i'm v angry w my feet n shoes... how come i cant find a pair of shoes (other than my birkis) tat will fit my feet perfectly n will nt cause unwanted blisters or abrasion??? pls.... let me find tat pair of shoes...
finding a pair of shoes that fit is akin to finding a bf, isnt tat so... there's so many shoes ard, but some are either too ex or doesnt fit or too ugly... sometimes u tot tat's the one... but no more size for u.. too late, all taken up... when u wear new shoes, initially it looks good on u...new n nice... but after walking for some dist, prob starts to arise.... u feel discomfort... then blisters... if u stubbornly cont wearing it, u may bled or in some cases as wat happened to my toes.. it became blue back cos no blood circulation... some shoes doesnt look v nice or comfy... but they are the shoes which will last n give u comfort... there's back up shoes... u'll change out of ur heels into these back up shoes (aka ah ma slippers) when no one is watching... cos they are much comfortable... then there's times when u wonder where other pple buy their shoes from cos theirs look much nice n comfy than ours... but we dont really know whether the shoes are really comfy or nt... who knows maybe tat person has blisters all over her feet... no one will know how it feels like unless u're in tat person's shoes... literally...
last but nt least... old shoes are always the best! they are most comfy to wear...
ahh! after 4 days of chiong-ing to shop n play, i finally hv a day of rest... my routine is exactly the same as b4 exam ended... wake up n got shocked cos i cant believe that i woke up so late... then eat n watch tv... on my lappy n surf aimlessly... play minesweeper...fall aslp on my bed while thinking abt what i have to do...
i feel so much better now that i've cleared my fyp stuff.. at least till my prof replied me...
and alumni... no meeting this weekend!!! felt so sian... i just cant get everyone down for meeting... i need to review my management skills...
all of a sudden.. i miss someone even though i met him nt long ago... hmmm... shant reveal the name here... ask me if u interested to know... hahaha!
nick says he wants to gan dong me... i wonder when was the last time i was gan dong by anyone... hmmm i think it was the big bouquet of flowers i received on my 21st bdae... tat one was super shock... hehehe...
but the most memorable yet cheap n simple gesture that touched me for several months n even till now was a sms from someone asking me to go n slp n dont wait for that phone call which was promised earlier... i still remember i was shopping then n i nearly melted at the shopping centre cos i was so super touched... maybe cos it was unexpected.. maybe cos i tot tat person doesnt care... maybe cos it meant too much to me then... hahha! i think i sounded abit kua zhang...
then there's also the spontaneous kind of gan dong... no one can beat boy boy at this... sometimes he will just look at u n tell u "ah yi u're so pretty today.." or "ah yi.. i like u very much" ut of cos there's the nt so cute side of him esp when he kept pulling me to 7-eleven to buy something to get the magnet for him... n also when he kept making noise to get me to play catching w him... duh... catching in my hse... n also hide-n-seek... diaoz... how am i suppose to hide in my hse? hide under my blanket... there's just too much to say abt boy boy... hahaha i can go on n on...he's just so cute...
but then... nt so long ago... my bro was as cute as him... but now...
abit stressed... pple asking me when am i free... asking me when are we hving meetings... asking me when to do this n that... wat am i? an organiser for them???
read someone's blog just now n i realised tat beneath that joyful face, there's some sad stories too... din know she face this kind of prob too... maybe i shld show her some concern the next time i see her... oh no... i hv another yu gan...
what happens when one party has moved forward while the other party move backwards? a sad story. i know i mentioned this many times le.. but tian shi di li ren he are essential elements when it comes to such r/s stuff... also, if one party is moving at a faster speed than the other, they will hv conflicts cos they just dont understand each other n the reason for their actions... it's just... difficult to find the one...or maybe he/she has been right in front of u all along? how cliche can life be...
nothing happened to me... the above was my gan chu after reading DTF's blog... i hope this will nt happen to me... i dont want to be in either ah toot or ah fen's shoes...
if i'm ah fen, i'll be super heart broken cos just as i've realised my foolishness n folly for hurting the guy who loves me so much, he has moved on... just as i want to give him the love which he has always showered on me, he denied my offer...
if i'm ah toot, i can't bear to hurt this person whom i've loved so deeply for so many years, but i've moved on... so no matter what, i'll still hurt this person...
ha..maybe just wishful thinking on my part... how can this happen to me...
yoyoyo!!! yummy donuts!!! to quote from tw, the donut is v soft n ru kou ji hua! melts in ur mouth...muahahahaha!!! seriously... i love the double choco (i'm nt the kind who enjoys choco de..but t's nice!) and i like the glazed de... original is always the best... the cheese de taste like cheese burger.... the peanut butter de..hmm i like it without the peanut butter better...
one thing abt this donut factory is... i think the wait is nt justified... cos it's nt tat many pple buy the donut but is because they are super slow in their service... n the design of the shop is wrong... they display the donuts below waist level...the poor shop asst has to bend down n take the donuts... then still nvm... they often giap nt tight enough n drop the donut on the floor... of cos they threw it away but then this could hv been avoided de mah... so the wait is due to poor biz management...
ahh i just cant stop eating it... so yummy... yx are u regretting?
went back to nj today... i miss jc days... the times when we moved instru from the practice venue back to co room... we scream n shout across the building to pass message... leave our bags all ard the place... run ard as if the place belongs to us only... play prank on ur fren by placing his water bottle on a v high shelf so tat he cant get it... waiting for one another to go home tog...
u dont find this is uni, do u?
in uni if u shout across the building, pple tot u're crazy n u malu urself... u leave u bags ard? trying to attract thief ah... u only find pple running around the track, on the street or running for the bus...
no one will bothered to play prank on u... backstab maybe... go home tog? it's either they gg back to hall or they ran away even b4 u can ask them want to go home tog or nt...
nt trying to sound tat uni pple are so cold... but pple are more dist in uni... everyone hv a protective layer... maybe they have gone thru some unpleasant events that caused them to deve tat protective layer, but i still huai nian those days when we can talk to anyone in sch without knowing who they are... like wat i always do to those juniors...hahaha! somehow i just want to chap in their conversation even though they dont know who i am n i dont know who they are... just talk lor.. no harm wat.. u cant spread aids thru conversation ba...
2 days after exams... i still dont hv enough slp... oh no.. i'm suppose to be doing the outline for my fyp...i promised boss by 2am.. it's 2.12am now... dont care.. i'm gg to slp le... nite!
"life is tough" is it? why is life tough? then what makes life easy?
maybe life is really tough, but i believe it has a reason for being so... u had a hard time chasing after a girl... tough... y isit tough? cos it will teach u to better appreciate her in future when u succeed in making her ur gf...
u took the whole afternoon to prepare dinner for ur family... tough... y isit tough? cos u will feel v v satisfied n happy when ur family praise ur cooking skills.. ur effort was all worth it.. it also teaches u to appreciate ur mum's cooking...
maybe u're feeling v low right now, but it's to make u appreciate what u have n cherish them more... maybe u'll missed out on alot but don't worry, we're all waiting for ur return... u will nv lose ur family, u will nv lose ur buddies, u will nv lose us, ur bunch of boring friends who only knows how to eat n play mj and bridge n daidee... hahaha! we still waiting for ur return... n ur presents..hahah! so don't miss us too much
i believe u made the best choice at tat very moment and since u've made that choice, nv look back cos the alternative always seem to be better than ur current choice... the same goes out to tw, our v zai journalist with the big headline on zaobao, dont look back once u've decided on gg to which ever uni u choose...
high high high! it's after exams le!!! and my legs are aching now cos i walked too much just now... in fact, whole body aching... was telling tw just now that i cant wait for attachment to start cos i cant stand hving nothing to do... despite the packed schedule to meet up w friends n shopping, i still feel aimless... i'm a workaholic!!!
so i'm booked till thur... so if u all want to meet me must wait till fri le... next wk i'm free on mon and fri... tentatively... depends on our dear dr lam... oh no we forgot to meet out fyp tutor!!!! can die liao... oh no.. boss nt online tsh also not online...
