Tuesday, August 30, 2005
saw this in weiming's blog..really lame..hahaha..but i like it..he wrote this in his tagboard...
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weiming: the laziness stikes again!
xx/xx/2005
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laziness: huh??where got???
xx/xx/2005
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get it??? hahaha..so funny..reminds me of mr wong..hahaha...reminds me of marche..remind me of softshell crab..reminds me to the mrt ride..reminds me of the softshell crab smell though i din smell it... reminds me of dizi..reminds me of...him...and reminds me that i want a dizi outing soon..but they exam now..haiz...good luck juniors!!!
1:25 am
Monday, August 29, 2005
i hate guys who dont shave..even if u guys dont want to shave make sure u look cool n not look like some dirty old ah pek la...plss... feel like puking whenever i see guys who dont ahve yet dont look macho at all..hello it's not very difficult to shave rite... we girls hv to go thru even my tedious process like pluck eyebrows apply moisturer n the 3 steps for cleaning our face..and for pple who makeup they even hv to apply n remove it carefully...and contacts too..see we can handle so many things so y cant u guys just spare a few min every morning to shave???
11:54 pm
Sunday, August 28, 2005
wanted to catch a glimpse of the superstars today..they went to imm mah... though it's not alot of people as compared to the other artists like SHE or jay la.. but still...couldnt even see the stage..so sad..waste my time...
i seriously think the imm stage is very pitiful n lan4... it's the one on the 3rd floor la.. the ceiling is too low so the stage cant be too high..as a result fans who are queueing behind cant see a thing...stage are meant to be high so that pple from all angles n see the people on it..dont they understand this logic??? stupid...
2:14 pm
Friday, August 26, 2005
it's always comforting to know that there's a friend out there who is willing to listen to u... when everyone turn away from me i know u will still listen to me right..thanks..old friend..haha... i'm most willing to listen to u too..have secrets must share share ah.. dont keep for so long then say... yep..
2:13 pm
Saturday, August 20, 2005
y is it always like this???
i always ended up liking the people i didn't hv good 1st impression of...
leslie cheung was one.. didnt like him for the fact that he's a gay..
ziwei..cos he was acting like a crazy boy running around n shouting that he likes dizi on his 1st day in rvco..
wanying too..haahaha..still remember wat i told u abt my 1st impression of u??? yar lor... then now i love u alot la...ahhahah..yucks...
yz too...actually the feeling was mutual i think...cos i look very dao1 n u look very unwilling to talk to me too..so hu xiang kan bu shun yan..but now...hahaha..u love me alot...
and finally n also the latest to the list is....
JUNYANG!!!!!!!i really like him now..actually all along i feel that he is the only contestant who can really sing..but his looks nv really attracts me until 2 weeks ago when i finally took notice of him...then last wed i was totally mesmerised by him la..i'm falling deeper n deeper...
i tot i've found a motivation..but he got booted out...haiz...and he's going to study..so i think it will be a long while till i can see him again...nearly boycott superstar..but since junyang will still appear at the indoor stadium, i give them some face...
y didnt i accept nus offer... i would be in fass by now.. i may even get to meet him!!!! now i'm stuck in ntu... the guys there are really... nothing to say...no initiative n boring..i nearly fell asleep during grp discussion.. they are just so indecisive... guys..be more aggressive... but must also remain gentlemanly...the girls are mush better lor..they have so much to share... their interesting sec n jc experiences n also views on the current affairs n entertainment news..so much to talk abt... haiz...
9:38 pm
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
woke up in the morning feeling as if i'm dying...
i'm tired..think i've been worrying abt too much things lately..which is nt so jasmine...
now having stats tut...sianz..i din do tut..how i wish the tutor will punish me n make me stand outside the classroom.. it's a torture to stay in the lab yet not knowing wat he's talking abt...and the thing is...he's such a nice person i really feel guilty for not doing stats tut...
i think i've no motivation now...those pple i've late night talks with will get wat i mean...
i think the z**** phase is fading...
haahahahahahaaaa...
need to look for motivation...but too lazy to look for one...
tot the 1st class honours could be my motivation...but...apparently it didnt last long...2 weeks maybe...
maybe i can choose andy lau...he's so shuai4!!!watched kang zi lai le..andy is so cute n lihai4... haahahaha...
but too bad this motivation is too far...i need one which is nearer ba...
motivation!!!!!!!
10:05 am
Sunday, August 14, 2005
喜欢一个人是很累的。。。更何况是暗恋。。。
你需要有那份精力和精神去想那个人，去找机会见那个人。。。
出奇百招，甚至不折手段，为的只是要见他一面。。。
可却总是失望的回家。
当我最不想见他时，他总是出现在我眼前。。。
算是老天作弄我吧。。。
看不见他时就一直在群众拚命的找他。
当他在你面前你却要装着没看见他。
这叫做暗恋。
也叫做辛苦。
可是这份辛苦只有在后来才感受到的。
喜欢一个人会变成一种习惯。
习惯了想他。
习惯了为他着想。
习惯了在回家的路上往上看那厨房的窗户。
一切都变得很顺其自然。
我很累。
不要再给我头痛了。
没有人在跟你冷战。
我们只是觉得有很多事情不是一定要顺着你意。
大家都会有自己的难处。
说真的，
有你这样的一个学姐，我觉得很幸福。
虽然有时有争吵，不过不曾有隔夜仇。
虽然有时生你的气，不过却不忘你的好。
真的，
不是不领你的情。
只是当时的我不想见他。
时机不对。
状态也不好。
喜欢一个人有分很多种。
我喜欢你。
就像妹妹对姐姐一样。
喜欢一个人有分很多种。
我喜欢你， 却不想然你知道。
最好永远都这样。
8:48 pm
it's contradicting... on one hand i'm really happy to learn what i'm learning now..it's really interesting to learn abt marketing, financial management n stuff.. learn the diff kinds of firms out there..even accounting seems kind of fun...but at the thought of all those presentations i'll to do n the exams which will be here in 3 mths time... i really dont know... think i've worried a bit too much la..sch reopens for less than 1 mth only and here i am being in a state of panic... haiz..let's go pinic..ok out of the topic..
so i know a guy call khim seng.. initially when he intro himself i tot his name was kind of familar.. but i dont remember meeting him b4..then today i went for breakfast when i saw the sign board.."Kim Seng Rd"........ no wonder i found his name familar......
reading up on vertu.. the website really very lan4.. i want to read those press release also cannot..hello wat's the point of ur website??? and to think your phone can cost US$30000 each..lousy... who will know the keypad bearings is made of ruby.. who will know the cover is made of titanium and sapphire..rubbish...they are just buying your brand... i wonder what does vertu stands for...
1:19 pm
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
it's been more than 1 mth since i returned from taiwan..i miss orhwah meesua..(only the meesua..no old uncle k).. so after my tuition i unrelunctantly contributed $3 to Shihlin's revenue... haiz..
last sat we had a very mini S01 gathering at chijmes... well as we need to wait for smu to hv their party at the pub 1st we went to hv ice cream!!! yeah!! like finall can taste my butterscotch... but sadly i didnt enjoy it as much as the other time... in fact i think the mango flavour is so much better... after that we went to the pub lor..not many pple were left after those smu pple left.. then we started playing truth, truth n truth... hahaaa..well..hehhehee..alot of secrets woOoOo... anyway teewei got drunk after 1 glass of vodka..must train up.. as for me... think i can hv another glass..hahaaahaha...
as for sunday..yar it's shopping time again... spent alot leh.. sianz..need to hv more tuition session with the girl to earn more $$$ to spend..and to think alumni going overseas next year.. cailing ah.. we go overseas next year only if we cant go with njco la..if suddenly they change their mind to hk then we can go mah..then if we go bangkok this year we'll not hv money for next year..rite? no money no money...
2:31 pm
Friday, August 05, 2005
有心爱你却爱不到
抱紧了你却又未想终老
再等到与对方失散以后就会知 原来谁最好
爱不到至会更想爱
抱紧了你我又无心装载
我跟你也破不到男与女之间 爱情的定数
11:27 pm
2.54am..woke up by my biological clock.. another 8 more min...
3.02am..my hp alarm rang..time to wake up..
melissa coming to fetch me at 3.30am..
we're going to the airport to send our dearest huilin off...
she's going away for 4 yrs to do her studies...
it's very touching to see so many of her friends there early in the morning at 4.30am at the airport waiting for her..11 pple from 4K and her other 8 friends...shld be from rv too..
so we've prepared presents notes letters n cards for her... to let her read them on board...it's very sweet... esp junlin who drew a cartoon version of huilin n himself..so cute nehz..
it's 6am..time for her to board the plane... one of my classmates ask me whether i'll cry..i said no...junlin said it's ok to cry..perfectly normal...yep..it's ok to cry.. but i feel that it's a waste of my tears...she's going a place to pursue her dreams.. to shape her future.. it's something to be happy abt..though she will be away for 4 yrs..but if her family members are not crying.. y shld we???
my heart sank n felt a tinge of sourness in my mouth as i see her walked through the immigration... but no tears... and i wonder when is the next time i'll see her again...
all of a sudden i feel that i've neglected my friends...
during this period of time i just want a 避风港and co is my 避风港...
as a result i neglected my other friends...
i suddenly remember teewei going to beijing in a few years time...
maybe we shld meet up more often le..hehehee...
i know u will be reading this...on the day u leave we will gather those 2d 4d pa n chinese class pple to send u off..hahahaaa...and hopefully b4 u leave s'pore u will tell me who she is k... can la...
talking abt co n dizi with cailing just now... maybe i shld use wat i learn in mkting n apply it on them... i really want a more bonded dizi section...
i'm tired.. think i dont wanna go out today le..i'll trip n fall..i'll bang onto anything n everything... haiz.. must tell zhenzhen now...or she will kill me..
10:01 am
Thursday, August 04, 2005
i hv something to say...
i nearly cry..
could have cried..maybe the contacts making my eyes dry..
i miss co... and i regret for not fully utilised my time in njco...
but we cant turn back the time..
i understand it thus i dont wish my juniors will have the same kind of regret as i do... that's y i try my very best to let them enjoy the time in co n the time with dizi pple...
after reading the suonaists' blogs... i'm so touched by their unity n closeness...
i wonder..wonder when dizi can ever achieve it..
maybe we're not good at showing our emotions..
maybe we, the seniors caused the unbonding of dizi..
maybe we're all too busy...
though none of my juniors will be reading this...
i wish to express my thanks to them for accomodating to my constant plea for gatherings n lunches... many a times i can see that u pple are just showing ur face.. as for ur heart n soul..i'm not sure where they are..at home doing hw..in bed slping..
maybe humans are always like that.. only learn how to treasure something when it's gone or cant be retrieved..
i miss co..
i miss dizi..
i miss the days when there's only yanzhen joel cailing wanting n i...
we really pro co, pro dizi, pro phang, pro zhulin, pro music..
we're willing to take that extra mile to make sure njco dizi will present the best music to the audience whether it's for concert or competition..
i miss wanting's cookies..
i miss cailing pun4 water..and rice..
i miss the times when the whole co knows each other very well..though there's many conflicts.. but conflicts come with understanding..
we can't turn back time...
i want to cry...but i can't..
it's the contacts that's making my eyes dry..
i've nothing more to say..
8:56 pm
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
歌曲名称：恋爱症候群
所属专辑：改变1995 所属歌手：黄舒峻
关于恋爱症候群的发生原因 至今仍然是最大的一个谜
不管性别年龄职业体重学历长相和血型 没有一个人可以免疫
有些专家学者研究后相信 恋爱是内分泌失调所引起
却有别人认为恋爱属於滤过性病毒 像感冒无药可救但会自动痊癒
不管你同不同意 自古到今许多例子证明
恋爱不但是一种病态 它还可能是一种变态
一般发病后的初期反应会开始改变一些生活习性
洗澡洗得特别乾净 刷牙刷得特别用力 半夜突然爬起来弹钢琴
有人每天站在阳台对路人傻笑 有人突然疯疯癫癫
突然很安静 有人一脸癡呆 对着镜子咬着指甲打喷嚏 有人对着小狗骂三字经
女人突然改变发型 男人开始每天练着哑铃
食欲不振歇斯底里四肢萎缩神经过敏发抖抽筋都出现在这时期 随着病情越来越变本加厉
人会变得格外敏感勇敢和噁心
写的说的唱的都像天才诗人一般才华洋溢 愈肉麻愈觉得有趣
有人恋爱之后每天躲在厕所哭泣 有人开记者会宣佈恋爱的消息
有人总是喜欢两个人躲在黑漆漆的地方 像做了不可告人的事情
每天忙着找人算命 挖空心思改变自己 配合对方的习性
把每天都当作纪念日 把自己当作纪念品
每天漫无目的的腻在一起 言不及意也觉得好有趣
走着坐着躺着趴着都形影不离 像是两人三脚又像连体婴
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你 也不管家里米缸有没有米
也不管路上有人示威抗议 只管爱你
心里想的只有爱你爱你爱你爱你 也不管海峡两岸统一问题
也不管衣索匹亚多少难民
只管爱你
经过一段轰轰烈烈热恋时期 不久就会开始渐渐痊癒
两人开始互相厌倦 互相攻击对方缺点
所有甜蜜都随风而去 然后开始从错觉和误解中清醒 惊讶自己为何如此不聪明
为了爱情不管一切 不顾父母朋友姐妹兄弟 开始感到后悔不已
然后开始感到疲惫沉闷气喘心悸牙痛头痛梦呓
然后是精神不济瞳孔放大脾气暴燥四肢麻痺
终於受不了要分离 虽然结果颇令人伤心
瞭解之后也没什么了不起 爱情终究是握不住的云
只是我想要告诉你
哦......在我落寞的岁月里
你的温柔解脱我的孤寂 带给我深深的狂喜
如此颤动着我的心灵
轻轻诉说爱你爱你爱你爱你 不管是黑夜或是黎明 不管是梦中或是清醒
深深爱你
我要对你说爱你爱你爱你爱你 不管是黑夜或是黎明 不管是梦中或是清醒
深深爱你
多么幸福 让我遇见你
呜......
so sweet.. love u love u love u love u...
11:12 pm
Monday, August 01, 2005
hey..nobody update their blog...i'm so bored..hey that rhymes...update blog cos i'm bored..hahaha...okok...
i'm tired...i feel that i stink in sch lor...dont know whether it's all those walking or the weather... it's getting hot...
so i joined tennis... hmm...surprise right..aiya for recrea la... wanna learn tennis anyway..can socialise in future... gonna learn golf too... maybe next year la..cant handle so many things at a time... must keep reminding myself not to overload myself with activities... jiayou!
9:25 pm
