yoyoyo..nothing better to do..so tot of intro my mkting class n accounting class to all of u...ahem....ermmm  tot of naming each n everyone of them...but i dont want la...cos i may nt even know their names...wahahaha...ok so the pic above is my mkting class...ok half mkting class...ok i know their names..all of them so i can name them...let's start from the girls...from the most left is sharyn, jasmine, michelle,xiaoxuan(twiny!),yuerong(xiao rongrong),mit...okok now for the guys..from the left again is ben, ks(we gave him a middle name...nicholas...so his initials will be kns...yep),ding, kokyew(the guy who refused to give us a treat yet demand a treat from us...fine)...so yep we spent half a day in sentosa...it was...ermm...something diff la...the feeling is nt the same as if i go with sec or jc friends...hmmm....

next up is my accounting class!!! ok this i really cant name them all cos i really dont know their names...but if u look carefully there's some pple who r in my mkting class to! but i must mention our lei gong! he's the one standing behind me...oh...so honoured to stand in front of him...hahaha...he's the person who got A for all the core mod i think...irritating...who else...the girl on my left..that's ur right... she's michelle too...but we call her caiwei...yep..she's in my acc grp...is her face smaller than mine? how can that be..fine..nvm...ok there's my xiao rong rong again on my right..that's ur left...and some girls in the centre whom i dont know their names...hahaha..ok la i know the names but i dont know who is who...so shant help them to change their names here...then xx again...oh the guy beside ks(or kns) is call ermm..isit youxiang or yongxiang? hahaha ok watever..he's another clever person...efficient too...but his head qt big..n i'm often blocked by him if he does sit in front of me...hmm...then beside him is my tutor...the derrick lee look-alike...also look abit like ah hock...he looks abit sickly here cos he just recovered from a big illness...dont ask me wat isit..i also dont know...yep...he's a nice accounting tutor..hopefully sally n friends can get him as a tutor nxt sem...oh then nxt to my tutor..that's his left ur right..is yongding...yep he's my project grpmate too...haha..just realised that the 5 guys stand behind all the girls...like some leaves while the girls are the flowers...hahaha...can imagine or nt??? haiz..u pple no imagination....ok..that's all ba...yep...

Monday, November 21, 2005

oh manz...why why why...i'm so bored....
bored...actually hv games to play shows to watch..but no appeal to me...
is there any cheap yet interesting thing to do?
haiz...shall brainstorm...

12:12 am

Sunday, November 20, 2005

不管你说的是真的或假的， 我选择相信你。 不是因为你给的理由很可信，而是因为我不知道我还能做什么。

2:37 pm

Friday, November 18, 2005

hmmm today went kbox..4 hrs..3 pple...2 mic...dont know how many songs we sang...but it's still nt enough!!! still hv many songs we din sing...how?? go another day..or night

so after my core papers i've been gg out...dont want to stay at home...stay at home will think too much...hv been staying out till 930 on thur n fri...sat...shall stay out even later...dont want to see him... i still cant accept it yet...and if u're reading this...(dont know u will read my blog or not...but if u're reading..) just wanna say thanks to u for listening to me...i really needed to tell someone abt this...otherwise i'll think even more... and of cos ur effort to distract my attention...well u succeeded in doing so...really laughed till my cheeks cramp..hahahaha!

so...wat shall i do nxt week? go n stay with yz?? haha!! ok yz jy!? i promise i'll nt attract those mosquito n flies...i promise...haha...or yx u go home la then i go ur hall n slp...hahaha...hmmm shall start studying for ah hock's paper...must do well....

10:09 pm

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

money money money....

dont know....dont know....dont know....

what can we do....

nothing ba....

shall save....

i'm very sad...and angry as well...here i am save n save...while he spend n spend... even my brother is angry...cos i restrict his spending... dont know why but from young i've this instinct for money... i'm just nt the type who will splurge... even now that i do go shopping i'm also nt the type who will anyhow spend my money... some pple say their money are from their parents so nvm can spend...but i wonder...arent their parents money as good as their own? u think ur parents hv unlimited amt of money? and that qualify u to anyhow spend? u're so naive childish n stupid.... somehow i understood this from young that's y i seldom spend money...it's only when i started working n earning my own money.... did u know that i survive on less than 100 a month...hmm i think less than 50.... then once in a blue blue moon then i take out the money to spend... haiz...just as i tot i can afford to go out n spend n play... shall still play n spend...but nt unecessarily... there goes my laptop too... haiz...

pple always say...有情饮水饱 but i've neither 情 nor 面包...hmm ok la...i've 亲情 and 友情...i shld be satisfied.... we must not be too greedy...老天会妒嫉的...

当我最需要你是，你在哪里？

9:07 pm

Monday, November 14, 2005

祝我生日快樂
词：郑中庸 曲：周杰伦

我知道傷心不能改變什麼
那麼 讓我謙虛一點
城市 難免有不能控制的宣洩
只要關上了門 不必理誰..

# 一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面
手機 讓它休息一夜
那 想切割切掉回憶的畫面
眼淚不能流過十二點...

* 生日快樂 我對自己說
蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了
生日快樂 淚也熔了
我要謝謝你給的 你拿走的一切
還愛你 帶一點恨
還要時間 才能平衡
熱戀傷痕 懷念重生
祝我生日 快樂

i love this song...i dont know why...but there's this feel...maybe cos my birthday coming? i've been looking for a song that can make me cry for the past week cos my eyes too dry le..hahaha...but really my eyes very dry...so i like this song! and twiny...i love what u wrote...

"If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me"

"If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall "

"Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with"

10:00 pm

因为费了心，所以才值得
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

園遊會
作詞：方文山　作曲：周杰倫

琥珀色黃昏像糖在很美的遠方　妳的臉沒有化妝我卻瘋狂愛上
思念跟影子在傍晚一起被拉長　我手中那張入場券陪我數羊
薄荷色草地芬芳像風沒有形狀　我卻能夠牢記妳的氣質跟臉龐
冷空氣跟琉璃在清晨很有透明感　像我的喜歡被妳看穿
攤位上一朵艷陽　我悄悄出現妳身旁
妳慌亂的模樣　我微笑安靜欣賞
我頂著大太陽　只想為妳撐傘　
妳靠在我肩膀　深呼吸怕遺忘
因為撈魚的蠢遊戲我們開始交談　多希望話題不斷　園遊會永不打烊
汽球在我手上　我牽著妳瞎晃　
有話想對妳講　妳眼睛卻裝忙
雞蛋糕跟妳嘴角果醬我都想要嘗　
園遊會影片在播放　
這個世界約好一起逛

i think the picture this song is trying to paint is very sweet n lovely...dont u think so too?

簡單愛
作詞：徐若瑄　作曲：周杰倫

說不上為什麼　我變得很主動
若愛上一個人　什麼都會值得去做
我想大聲宣佈　對妳依依不捨
連隔壁鄰居都猜到我現在的感受

河邊的風　在吹著頭髮飄動
牽著妳的手　一陣莫名感動
我想帶妳　回我的外婆家
一起看著日落　一直到我們都睡著
我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
我　想帶妳騎單車
我　想和妳看棒球 想這樣沒擔憂　
唱著歌　一直走
我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
妳　靠著我的肩膀
妳　在我胸口睡著 像這樣的生活　
我愛妳　妳愛我

想　簡　簡　單　單　愛
想　簡　簡　單　單　愛

this is sweet too! esp the 說不上為什麼　我變得很主動 若愛上一個人　什麼都會值得去做...hahaha i know i laggin...now jay already hv songs like shan hu hai n other nice songs...but in the past i dont bother to look at his lyrics.. i only thnk the melody very nice...but after meetin ah hock...i widen my scope le! hahahhaa..yep thanks ah hock!

2:47 am

Sunday, November 13, 2005

i'm in pain...
i can't even walk straight now...cos i'm in pain...
is it backache stomachache hungry or wat..i cant differentiate le...
i only know it's painful...

i feel so shuang when i bought that top...i like it alot...but if i can get that darg green halter too it will be perfect! but...that halter cost 50 bucks ok!! siao... i'll buy it someday if i earn like 5000 a month...wait long long ok...

wah i went to count n i realised i used almost 50 sms on yx ytd! hahaaha!!! honoured? i think u're 1st on my list le..really..we sms like free lor..machiam on msn like that... haha!!! so we planned our post exams activities le! i'm booked till 2nd week of dec except for the 2 mon tue n wed...yep so if u want to go out with me must book in advance ok...

haiz..tired..suppose to read on financial management... but i'm soOoOooo tired... my eyes are closing but i still want to watch A Date with Vampire...yeah! 2 more days...hving mixed feelings... scare, excited..wat else...dictionary! aiya...the best word to describe my feelings now...make it 2 words...tired and happy...ok..simple yet to the point...good...nitez...

10:55 pm

Thursday, November 10, 2005

i was looking thru my photo album...i miss co!!! miss my dizi pple!!! how are my juniors?? how is their exams??? let's go eat eat eat after exams!!! moomoo where shall we go?? esplanade again!! then we play those stupid games say those lame jokes!! yeah!! then alumni gathering..actually i've something in mind regarding alumni..hmm...

so today wanted to study with xx ks n rong..but they all fang wo fei ji!!!!!!!! argh!!!! esp this xx..u ah..u can actually slp till 2pm!!! how could u throw me to study with ks....sob.... i dont care u owe us a meal...fri must return it to us!! ask yy along too!! hahaha...u can ask dd too!! hahhahhaa..kidding only ok..but must ask yy..settled!

i think i love ps!! it's such a nice place...shopping heaven!!! though i'm physically in kfc trying very hard to conc on stats with the big distraction in front of me..(cos according to him he's to shuai4 le...puke!!! everyone let's puke tog!!)my eyes were on the earrings hanging on the cart...hahaha 3 for $10 and they are very nice!!! hahaha...being trained a shopholics by certified trainers miss hong n miss ong how can my eyes miss out on such a good deal rite...but i ren3!!! i shall nt buy any accessories till i come back from there..yes i'll ren3!!! give me power!!! muahahaha...ok abit crazy here...cos stats paper is coming!!! now who will nt go crazy leh...

p.s. i love u!!!

btw i was in times bookshop for 1 hr...and i came across this quote
"failure to prepare is preparing to fail"
i'm so scare

1:09 am

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

some people cry when they're irritated by others
some people cry when they're angry
some people cry when they fail a test/exam
some people cry when they pms
some people cry when they're happy
some people cry when someone pass away
some people cry for no reason


i cry when i'm hungry...

muahahahaha...i was reading the entries i wrote while i was still in nyp...ahhahaha...i believe i was in agony when i wrote it..but i'm laughing at it now wahahahhaa!!!

2:42 am

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

why r u around when he's not around???
u jinx him...or u jinx me???
haiz...wat can i say...go study ba...lots of activities waiting for me after exams...

11:50 pm

Monday, November 07, 2005

haiz..the only 2 paper with a bit of hope is over le...dont ask me how isit..cos i also dont know..results come out u will know le lor...
as for the next 2 papers...totally no confidence...haiz...just let me passs plss....

ok so i've planned wat to do after exams le...shopping stayover..watch tv...watch movie...cut hair...shopping...eat...slp...revamp my blog...shopping...hahahahaa..taitai life leh...but too bad it will only last for 1 mth!!! haiz..nvm shall focus on quality rather than quantity...yeah!

ermmm hv alot to say...but all the words gone...they flew to my exam papers le ba..hahhaa..ok i was trying to be abit lame...just wanna to tell my twiny plsssssss dont do that again ok... cos..aiya u know la...

xiang nian ah hock!!! miss all those long long stories...miss those lame attempt to joke with us...miss those meaningful intepretation...miss u!!! i seriously think that my accounting tutor looks like ah hock..hahhaaa..that's y i love my wednesday cos can see 2 ah hocks...wahahhaa..ah hock must really thank me for all the advertising for him n his new name..."AH HOCK!!!" WAHAHAHA...

9:05 pm

Friday, November 04, 2005

原来只是彩虹。原来只是阵雨。原来只是台风。原来已没有原来。

他写他讲他唱他睬他想他懂他懂他懂他懂他懂他懂他懂！！！

弹着钢琴 弹到忘了让他休息
看着电视 看到让他为我哭泣

不看不听不说不理不管不等不想不要不要不要不要不要！！！

原来只是过站。原来没有未来。。原来只是朋友。。。原来。。。 。。。

一直不想承认。但疲倦的我不得不停止了。回到原来的我吧。

5:24 pm

Thursday, November 03, 2005

“你心里有她，我心里也有个他。若我们要等到彼此的心里没有那身影才可以在一起，那我们是不是要等到天昏地老？”
----froggy!

7:50 pm

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

<>
传来的声音好熟悉 一个人好像在梦里
一直在想念你
远方的你不要哭泣
因为我从来没故意 伤害了你的心
你最爱问我 什么时候可以陪伴着你
你对我说过 不能入睡 太累 一个人太空虚
轻轻的呼吸 在耳边 你是否已陶醉在怀里
漫漫长夜里 拥抱你
我只想对你说
I Love you

<<情人>>
盼望你没有为我又再度暗中淌泪 我不想留低　
你的心空虚盼望你别再让我像背负太深的罪
我的心如水　你不必痴醉
Woo...你可知谁甘心归去
你与我之间有谁

是缘是情是童真还是意外
有泪有罪有付出还有忍耐
是人是墙是寒冬藏在眼内
有日有夜有幻想无法等待

盼望我别去后会共你在远方相聚
每一天望 海每一天相对
盼望你现已没有让我别去的恐惧
我即使离开 你的天空里

多少春秋风雨
改多少崎岖不奱爱
多少唏嘘的你在人海

<<情牢>>
你说会永远想念我　
我知道爱情已经死掉你把自由还给了我　我却无力可逃
分分秒秒都想起　你对我的好
我想要一帖相思的解药　被回忆关起来教人受不了
你宣判我的无期徒刑　孤单是我的背号
我在漆黑的夜里　看着心被爱焚烧
你给我一个爱的监牢　用思念做一副手铐我嚎啕大哭　
我颓废的笑　外面有没有人听的到
我早知道爱是一个监牢　
可是我不能不往里面跳吹寂寞的风　
守时间的孤岛　心睡在冰雪里　
而明天只是个问号

<>
是你的形影　叫我逐天做眠梦　
梦中可爱的人　伊不是别人　
我的每一天　一分钟也不当轻松　
你是阮爱的人　将阮来戏弄　
九月的风在吹　那会寒到心肝底　
希望变无望　决定我的一世人　
I love you　无望　

你甘是这款人　没法度来作阵　
也没法度将阮放　 I love you　
无望　我就是这款人　
我身边没半项　只有对你的思念　
陪伴我的每一天

11:27 pm

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

active dream cells nowadays...
yesterday is an even weirder dream...
i dreamt that i going to this place to shoot movie...yar...weird rite...
then when we reached there le the director hasnt reached yet...so my friend n i( i dont remember who is that friend le) went to walk walk...the place very old...it's like a mkt place..i remember there's this shop selling accessories and the earrings have gone rusty le..yar my dream can also focus on things amazing rite...
then the highlight is here le...daniel wu suddenly appeared in front of us!!! he's dressed in formal wear..i think he's suppose to act with us too...
then we saw a tall lady walking towards us...she is also in formal wear...then she fainted...daniel wu came rushing up to her n carry her into those chinese clinic and accompany her while the doc is using acupunture and tui na on her...he seems qt worried...btw i was in the room too...then daniel wu was too tired le...so he fell asleep...i was smiling while looking at him sleep...hehehee...cute mah... then i told the doc to use acupunture on him too..he's very very tired... so there's this 2 person with alot of needles on them in front of me..so funny.... then when they wake up, it's also time for me to wake up le... ... ... ... ... ...
active brain cells...

11:42 am

我退回只有我的世界。不让别人进来。

the roller coaster going down now twiny...i made it goes down... cos i'm confused le...

dont enter my world... i dont know how to let u walk out of it...

12:28 am