It's Sat!!! Time to recharge!! The past 1 week had been hell as I cope with days without Dear, the heavy workload and insufficient sleep... And today after 9hrs of sleep, I'm feeling much alive already!
Yesterdays talked to Dear till 1am because Dear is going Seattle today for the weekend.. although abit bu she de cos he won't be online to talk to me for the next few days.. and I'm also worried for him because he couldn't book any hotel!! they will spend the night in the casino if they still can't find hotel room there.. hahaha crazy right!!! I hope they won't concuss in the casino toilet... anw I already gave dear a list of things to look out for me and note the prices. if it's cheaper, I will go n buy when I'm there!!!! YEAH!!!!
I'm watching bai quan now.. yar yar i know... that's like what a long long ago drama alr.. but i no time to watch mah... now it's showing the part where lucas went after wu shuang when she went cycling alone... sigh so gan dong esp when my bf is far away from me, the plot is even more relevant!! hahaha imagine my bf is gone for 6mths with no phone call, no letter no news at all... sob... maybe i will just find another guy... hahaha! bf, i'm just kidding k...
ohh.. but i just watched the preview for next wk.. it's gg to be sad story again!!! oh no.. not gg to watch le.. i dont like sad story.. bleh! Maybe i'll watch my Long Vacation again (that's what I'm having now~).. yeah... Long Vacation... Lalala Love Song!
Loving you Is easy because you're beautiful.... Making love with you Is all I want to do.... Loving you Is more than just a dream come true.... And everything that I do Is out of loving you....
No one else can make me feel The colors that you bring.... Stay with me while we grow old.... And we will live each day in spring time....
Because loving you.... Has made my life so beautiful.... And every day of my life Is filled with loving you.... Loving you.... I see your soul come shining through.... And everytime that we.... Oh I'm more in love with you....
i like liang wen yin, she's so sweet..... i also like the meizhen... rock!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ btw, i'm working now temp job, but hoping it can somehow land me a perm job (chances v low though) it's a nice office with v good benefits, but the people abit cold though... or rather they are too busy la, so everyone just doing their work. the good thing abt this job is, it's so super near my hse la. i can walk to work lor! so after thinking thr the route ytd, i decided to try this evening. i took 15 min to walk home. not bad! sit in office whole day, doing mundane job n calling pple makes me feel fat. i dont even hv to walk v far for lunch, so i think walking home is a good exercise (and also save 70 cents busfare)
but work makes me whinny it makes me miss someone even more too...
Because loving you.... Has made my life so beautiful.... And every day of my life Is filled with loving you....
finally went out to meet someone today... sally! we talked for so long till we din realise the sky outside became so dark...
talked abt sch work, exams, and the mos we want to take next sem... so fast, we're graduating soon!
talked abt alumni (though she's nt in alumni)... i've a big plan, but no courage to carry out...
talked abt relationship... it's thru the chat that i realised i've totally changed my perception towards r/s and friends... i no longer want to marry early, maybe not even want to get married...(i wanted to get married by 24!) no longer yearn to have children...(i wanted 4 last time!) no longer want a man who is much much older than me...(i used to think men older than me by 10 yrs would be preferred!!) no longer want many many friends...(i used to think the more frens i hv, the better it would be... now i realised having a few close ones who knows u well and love u is more impt)
and i realised i'm really v stubborn... esp when it comes to r/s... if i say i don't like, i doubt i'll ever like... if i say i like, i doubt i'll ever dislike...
it may be a good thing... but it's definitely not good for me now...
suddenly tot of this song as i walked from the busstop after seeing sally off...
Why must we forget our sadness? Why can't we fight for our happiness?
No one said u can't, but would u? And by doing so, could u be making everyone unhappy, including yourself? If everyone will be unhappy, then what is it that u are fighting for?
Happiness can take many forms. Some happiness can’t be fought for. It has to be given by others. Some happiness are self-given. That's when we love ourselves. Some happiness are derived. When u know they are happy and well, u are glad for them.
If u ever loved someone and love yourself, u will understand.
before i show u guys a video, let me make my comments on this. the following video is by MDA, in an effort to promote themselves. if u have been reading newspaper, u would have read abt the critics on this video. there have been mixed responses, some think it's a good idea, some think it degrade those managerial staff of MDA. hmmmm...
i'm standing on the positive side of the spectrum. i personally think it's a very good effort of MDA to let the public know what they do. they take on a very relaxed method to tell the public something which is something formal, which i think will attract people to watch and listen. imagine instead of this video, they come up with a long list of words to tell you what they do. FAINT. who will read it? so i believe this video is able to achieve its objective of letting the public to understand MDA better.
then there's the response of degrading those management cos acc to the newspaper "some of them obviously feel uncomfortable doing the rap". oh isit??!! i din feel it. maybe they don't look natural, but that doesnt mean they dont enjoy it rite? who r u to judge whether they feel comfortable? did u ask them? did they tell u personally? if not, u are just assuming... yes they are old, but that doesnt mean they must be stern and cant sing cant dance cant rap. take a look at dragonfly! so many uncle n aunties having havoc there. so does it means u dance u rap means u not professional? i doubt so. there's time to be serious, there's time to relax. so what's wrong?
in fact i would think we should applaud them for they effort and creativity to come up with such a video. otherwise we would not have been able to enjoy 4min 34sec of laughters.
i used to say how zai my boss piano skill is but many pple still dont really believe me ah. so in an attempt to prove my point, pls enjoy the following video. COOL!!!! ou xiang!!! tat's why i say guys hv no looks nvm, have talent can le. hmm shld send boy boy to learn piano soon. wahahaha!
"If you give me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you. If you give me one chance to tell you how I was feeling I would hold your hand and look into your eyes and you know I'll never let you go"
a song which made me gan dong... when i feel stressed over presentations and proj, this song somehow gave me the peace I need. It makes me feel more relaxed. and because of this song, many things happened. remember what i always said? everything happen for a reason and the reason is this song.
on a side note, i lost my courage to tell him... argh... this is tough...
love this song... gives u a lazy sat afternoon feel... sit by the window, with the song playing at the background, hug the fluffy cushion a cup of tea is by the side, the sun is half covered by the candy floss alike clouds...
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ talking to a funny junior... he's really funny... somehow, they make me forget my worries n problems... talking to them make me feel relax... maybe cos i know they mean no harm... they are just... ....
kids?
hahahahaha
but he's v cunning... i almost fell into his trap!!! omg omg.. kids nowadays are naughty...
(oh manz oh manz!!! beyond's song on 93.3fm!!! 光辉岁月!!!)
同样的道理, 没有得见一个人的时候就一直想要见他. 可是见到了是否会有那"还好" 的感觉吗?
"for once i miss u" 哈哈哈 我差点吐! 她会对他说这种话, 真是惊天动地! 不过说真的, 我的感觉是他仿佛没有离开很久,似乎还在国内. 回来了是否会吵架? 回来了是否能事半功倍? 回来了就表示我们要赶火车, 加快脚步, 追回失去的时间.
我知道开学后事情就会变得很简单了. 因为有他们!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- to quote from ex-boss "chiu kana ka, ka kana chiu" this is it...
this is suppose to be v encouraging to remind us that we're v fortunate... yet, i made it sounds so funny... sorry, i'm so bad
on the other note, it shows that alot of potential are waiting for us to discover... we've all neglected the potential of our feet... they can do alot more than helping u to keep balance... start training our toes n feet ba!
